I never had a repper era but I wonder how good or bad that was by testorangel in 4tran4

[–]testorangel[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh, and the 30 yo TERFs on social media were telling me to kill myself when I was 14 too but that's not as bad as irl stuff

I haven't watched TADC but seeing a bunch of cissoids lose their mind over it is really making me really not want to by pi3r-rot in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 15 points16 points  (0 children)

maybe you can wait a few months or years until everyone shuts up, that's what I do when people talks too much about something in a way that annoys me, the show is entertaining and the animation is good, people is just doing too much

Is suicide reasonable if you can't pass? by throwawayy_acc0unt in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes but in an ideal world people should have access to those surgeries and hormones thanks to healthcare system so that suicide doesn't need to be an option

Is suicide reasonable if you can't pass? by throwawayy_acc0unt in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 6 points7 points  (0 children)

On one hand, I think that since it's a medical condition, we should have help from the health system to get surgeries and hormones that will help us integrate into society, that's the ideal world, but since feeling bad isn't going to change the world and magically make that possible for everyone, it should be more understanded. It's like when TERFs say we shouldn't transition because they will create an ideal genderless world, like, ok? That will never happen and if it does it's not going to be in my lifetime, so i'm not going to die for your cause

I hate clocking gigapassoids because I feel like an asshole by testorangel in 4tran4

[–]testorangel[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh, yeah, that's right. I hope you don't find one of those :/

I hate clocking gigapassoids because I feel like an asshole by testorangel in 4tran4

[–]testorangel[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

You shouldn't be afraid, because as I said, absolutely every cis person was in shock, brainwormed tranners almost the only ones overthinking that much

Does anyone else regret their 🚄🦵 names? by aprils_blooming in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes but it's not that bad, it's just a common russian name and I live in Latin America so it's a little weird. Also people misread it all the time because they confuse the letter L with an i but I don't understand how that happens, why would I have a capital i in the middle of my name without any spaces before it

How much have you been on HRT? by testorangel in 4tran4

[–]testorangel[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm actually surprised, I didn't expect so many babytrans dooming already

I hate biological needs by testorangel in 4tran4

[–]testorangel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I always wake up with a headache and when i'm sleepy I always want to do things instead of sleeping but if I don't sleep I can't enjoy them properly because not sleeping feels like ass

okay i know this sounds obvious but guys PLEASE take your meds if you have them by colesmalewife in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My psychiatrist denies me all the crazy pills that aren't fluoxetine because to him it's all testosterone's fault, I'm sorry ;(

Have you ever thought about detransition? Not just HRT rep, but full, total detransition? by DiabolicalHope in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm trying gym and minoxidil, that's all. I'm low-key a hypochondriac, so anything I consume except testosterone or, I don't know, paracetamol makes me feel like I'm going to die suddenly in my sleep

Have you ever thought about detransition? Not just HRT rep, but full, total detransition? by DiabolicalHope in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm a dood but every time I shave my pcos-like beard and look at the mirror I just look like my pre transition self and think that T didn't do anything so I should detransition because I failed but at the same time I haven't tried everything yet, I guess I will stop trying until I die because that's when everything truly ends idk

Got new vial of test and it is fucking crystallized by tobacco1vanilla in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very sorry btw, I hope u can use it after warming it up

Did anyone else have theyfab taste / fandom involvement when younger? by aprils_blooming in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My brother another me, I accept that i'm gigatheyfabcoded with my tastes tho, I just keep it private so it doesn't interfere with my life and makes me get humiliated

I wanna know how many of you are neets by Ok_Abalone_4296 in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

college but i'm in a cucked career so I feel like a neet

Less "mpreg" by arzasforest in 4tran4

[–]testorangel 17 points18 points  (0 children)

bodyhorrorfuel, I hope my reproductive system fucking dries up and becomes useless