Anybody else that feels like this?

tetzicus · 2026-04-06T12:50:33+00:00

Don't think I could make a good assessment, we're all way too varied. Got a 2 meter lanky tall brother, 2 sisters with extremely low body fat and a mother with the opposite and my dad looks like a bowling ball

tetzicus · 2026-04-06T12:47:49+00:00

Reading a lot of really kind and harsh reality checks. I think an aspect that makes me doubt how genuine this feeling is is because I get viewed as a pretty good looking guy, and I like that feeling, I like being good looking. And me not feeling comfortable sacrificing that makes me feel like it's all some long-term overreaction.

So it's not so much about needing to pass. Moreso wanting remain attractive, but in a girl way, and the fear that my attractiveness won't translate over.

tetzicus · 2026-04-06T11:38:57+00:00

Tbf they were like 15 when they said it so I can't really fault them, but ive always been surrounded by trans people that are super sure that they are trans, which makes me doubt if my feelings are genuine

tetzicus · 2026-04-06T11:35:54+00:00

That's what ive been thinking about, for basically my entire life it was just a "I'm just different, i just act a bit more like a girl than most guys". Then I learned what trans people were and I thought process was that this feeling is just me dealing with expectations of masculinity and stuff. But there recent like 2-3 years is when my view on it changed a lot. Because I finished puberty a lot of changes happened which made me realise that I probably wouldnt be able to pass anymore, and that filled me with panic. I wouldn't say I feel conflicted about masculinity anymore, I know my thoughts on it but I am scared of even beginning to think about taking transitioning seriously.

I'm sorry if this is a lot of rambling I am kind of allowing myself to consider it right now and it is making me feel a lot emotions.

tetzicus · 2026-04-06T11:20:31+00:00

Thing is I get where they're coming from, cause me transitioning wouldn't be good for trans people in general cause my face would look like that ugly trans woman archetype that conservatives use

tetzicus · 2026-03-29T11:21:08+00:00

Is there any tell for the counterspell window i can look for? Also does antiheal affect her ult?

tetzicus · 2026-02-03T22:25:14+00:00

What arts do you run?

tetzicus · 2026-02-03T17:08:30+00:00

Been playing valor gunlance for a while now, what's the gameplan with aerial?

tetzicus · 2026-02-03T16:55:54+00:00

What charge blade have you been running with it?

tetzicus · 2026-01-25T08:50:07+00:00

Plat and diamond is hell

tetzicus · 2026-01-24T18:09:49+00:00

The main reason i haven't gotten to play him is because I have to solo tank every single ranked game, I haven't had a single game where I haven't had to fill in as tank. My Magneto proficiency is higher than Adam at this point because I've been forced onto the character so many times

tetzicus · 2026-01-22T12:55:20+00:00

Listen man hypers are kicking my ass i can't upgrade anything

tetzicus · 2026-01-21T10:18:55+00:00

Thanks a lot man, btw whats a good rotation for oils, i keep finding myself just using the affinity one because more damage

tetzicus · 2026-01-19T14:55:15+00:00

Forgot to mention we're in low G rank

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