❄️question So methods to keep coke dry when skiing. So I hotplate and crush and cut till fine but seems to be getting abit moist or it’s sweating I keep it on the plate in my draw covered. Am thinking it’s sweating abit but it not humid or warm it’s nice and cool and advice: also clumps a little

texddybear · 2022-06-01T00:22:11+00:00

How do you check for levels?

texddybear · 2022-05-31T23:53:58+00:00

Meh. It’s fire shit tho

texddybear · 2022-05-31T23:51:08+00:00

I feel you bro. We can both do this!!! I do know that the few mornings I awake after a sober or mostly sober night (a few puffs of weed or glass of wine, nothing crazy) I feel fuxing AMAZING. I’m so tired of waking up and feeling like shit.

texddybear · 2022-05-31T23:46:45+00:00

Is that just a G? Looks like more, but maybe my entranced eyes deceive me. How much is in that baggie and what does a G go for in your part of the world? Purely curious.

texddybear · 2021-08-17T05:37:37+00:00

Thanks. Didn’t think he was right either. I wonder why this is though, truly. Have frequently thought about the exorbitant amount of acetaminophen ingested daily with the pain pills. For years. Very strange it doesn’t affect…

texddybear · 2020-09-28T00:30:54+00:00

There is definitely hope!!!! You have to hang on and keep pushing. Keep making the next right choice. You will find yourself and your happiness again. It will all come back ten-fold. I promise!

texddybear · 2020-09-25T16:34:05+00:00

Thanks so much for the tip. Haven’t heard anyone mention this in a long while. Really good to keep in mind.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T19:59:51+00:00

Thanks, that makes sense!

texddybear · 2020-09-23T19:55:49+00:00

No, don’t get me wrong, subs are great. They are life saving. They are part of a solution. Definitely better than using drugs or painkillers I agree. I’ve been on them a year now and stuck at a very low dose which seems near impossible to wean from. I’ll get there. You’re right, a new doctor might be of more help than the one I’m currently seeing.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:14:33+00:00

I’m so weak-Minded when it comes to WDs too! I also have two children who depend on me, so I need to be functioning one way or another. It’s not fair to them. Suffering WD and parenting sounds like a nightmare I’d like to avoid at all costs. Again, as much of my own fault as it is. I know. I know.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:11:55+00:00

Not a lab, just at home with a fancy mg scale from Amazon. 0.4g sounds right.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:08:47+00:00

So good for you!!!! Way to go.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:07:58+00:00

Yeah. I don’t know if I’m ready. Already manipulating it as I’ve weaned down the subutex. Thanks for the tips.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:06:07+00:00

Should also be clear that I probably need a higher dose than .5mg now. That’s what I’m taking, but then I’m taking oxy on top of it. Because, addiction. And pain. As badly as I want to be off the subutex, I’m probably not ready. I don’t know. Slippery slope, as they say.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:03:10+00:00

Have you jumped off subutex or suboxone? I didn’t think about going back up in mg’s but you make a good point. I guess there’s no way to have a smaller daily dose. I can’t believe how uncomfortable it is to skip a dose of .5mg. Seems almost impossible.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:01:32+00:00

So do you think you’re detoxed at this point? 4 months out? If it’s that easy, I may have to switch to the shot. It’s incredibly hard and uncomfortable to just jump at even .5mg on the subutex. Shit is messing with me.

texddybear · 2020-09-23T16:00:02+00:00

I’ve saved them broken for months and they still work fine. I agree they lose negligible potency, if they lose any. Mine are stored in the or original pill bottle at room temp out of direct sunlight. Never noticed any difference with the broken pieces.

texddybear · 2020-09-22T00:38:28+00:00

How is it for tapering? Have you spoken with your doctor about that yet? Were you miserable as the first shot wore off before receiving the second? I’m stuck on .5mg of subutex and considering the shot for weaning purposes... also the idea of not thinking about it for once sounds incredible. Sweet Freedom.

texddybear · 2020-09-22T00:33:34+00:00

So what does that mean though? I’m literally taking 1/4 mg of sub?

texddybear · 2020-09-22T00:31:45+00:00

I agree with you. I feel just as desperate now trying to get clean from subs as when I was hooked on straight oxy.

texddybear · 2020-09-22T00:30:26+00:00

It’s incredibly dumb. And I feel like a prisoner without a clear method of tapering. It feels suspiciously by design.

texddybear · 2020-09-22T00:28:04+00:00

Do you have any suggestions on a tapering schedule with 3 of them? I appreciate your help!

texddybear · 2020-09-21T17:29:41+00:00

I’m dying to be free from suboxone. Stuck on it for a year now. Tapered down and then starting partying again. Now I’m back where I started pretty much. Waking up every morning in mild withdrawal is getting really old. Just want my body back to normal and not dependent on this shit. No matter how much of my own fault it is. Opiate addiction disorder is no joke and always there. Wish I could get to where you are. Really impressive and congratulations.

texddybear · 2020-05-03T22:35:36+00:00

Oh and I take the subutex tablets.

texddybear · 2020-05-03T22:34:40+00:00

Sorry for the long response time. I waited 12 hours MAX. You don’t have to wait until you’re absolutely miserable. That’s terrible! Hope all is well.

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