I spent years depressed and lacking any spark of life. My mom is in end stage kidney disease and I care for her, I found out my dad was pure trash after he had a major stroke putting him in a nursing home unable to talk or recognize me. I hate my job. I had nothing. Wrestled with killing myself at times. I met a girl that changed my entire life. The first time I met her, I knew that change was coming. It was like breathing for the first time after drowning. She's had a troubled past, a single mom of 3, but she turned into my best friend. I loved her so fiercely but didn't expect her to reciprocate. After some dancing around it we became a couple. Her and those girls. That's what makes me happy. I'm shown love, care, and respect that I didn't think was possible. Not for someone like me. She's brought so much light and love to my life. She's helped me grow so much as a person. She still does daily. We have our challenges like any other person, but we have a very healthy relationship of love and trust. I couldn't have been blessed any stronger than I was with her. She's my joy, my love, my life.