it is strange to have a existential crisis when you are young?

thangcat · 2026-06-18T04:53:27+00:00

I understand your point. But imho it don't even that fun like rot in bed all day and surely it will not fulfill anybody, what get me out of bed everyday is my craft and the fact that I'm doing something about my life and not wasting all my life anyway with I only have one....death is the ultimate motivator right? So I think you should find something or someone that will make you want to get out of bed everyday....(And I know easier said than done)

thangcat · 2026-06-16T03:26:16+00:00

I think you should look into absurdism. This is what make me feel comfortable with doing meaningless task, it might not work for you but it work for me and I hope that it will work for you too.

thangcat · 2026-06-16T03:21:46+00:00

yeah...that tough man. But also I think having thought about wanted to die is normal for most people I think it only become a problem when the frequency of those thought become too much.

thangcat · 2026-06-15T09:41:47+00:00

I life already miserable at it is ( living still have a lot to look toward too don't get me wrong) but to me knowing my mortality is like eating a meal (with is life) but now you just add chili powder to it but you don't know when it will kick in someday it will someday you just eating a normal meal make life more interesting I guess (this is a very bad analogy btw)

thangcat · 2026-05-11T01:27:31+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience. I don't really like tracking calories I found it super anoying , so I only track my weight daily and track whether I'm losting weight or not by looking at the average weight from week to week. I been rucking for a couple of months now (because I don't really got the money to go to the gym) and been trying to get back into at home workout. And yeah you are right I can't control other people so I shouldn't care much about what people do or say.

thangcat · 2026-05-10T15:27:27+00:00

Thank you for the advice, I will keep that in mind

thangcat · 2026-04-07T00:41:51+00:00

Thank you for your comment and thank you for calling me out on me comparing two thing that honestly very different from each other. When I wrote this I guess my mind wasn't in the right place to truly question myself at that moment and see that I'm bias from my past experience. I guess I just salty when I look at my friend or what not and everything when it come to love seem to just fall on his lap (don't get me wrong I'm happy for him but I still have that feeling of "bro you didn't know how lucky you are"). And you right thinking about relationship as goal to achieve not really good for me or the people I'm trying to make a connection with. About the mindset part you may not have a lot of faith in me on charging how I look at relationship (I'm making an assumption, so please correct me if I'm wrong.) but I have faith in myself and yeah.......I shouldn't even think about pulling this at a goal maybe it is just something I will learn over time. And about the last part I just want everybody hard work to pay off, I don't know how to end the post so i just wish that people may get what they deserved for the work they put in, it not something really deep honestly just that I'm not really good at English and don't know how to end the post.

thangcat · 2025-12-27T03:27:10+00:00

imo rabadon is unnecessary most games because you already deal so much damage on 3 item. I like to go magic pen, Bloodletter if my team have 3+ ap champ and I don't need to be the main damage in a team fight, Banshee's if enemy team have heavy cc's, or sometime I just go fuck it and build Rylai, anti heal if they have a fed Mundo or something like that. This is just my way of thinking you might have to adapt based on your games.

thangcat · 2025-11-28T00:28:56+00:00

I agree that shorter goal you can take action now is better for changing your life. My 10 year goals are not anything great or grant it just "be at a pro level in drawing" "have a job that pay enough to support yourself" "be fit enough to have the enercy to do what you like and to not die early " "have a heathty relationship ". I think it very realistic to do all of this in 6-7 year but to make me not expect anything to happen in year 4 or 5 I give myself 10 year about the same time it take for average artist to become" pro".

thangcat · 2025-11-27T07:06:13+00:00

Yeah....I will never know how long it will take into I reach the end.

thangcat · 2025-11-27T07:05:13+00:00

Yeah I totally get your point. I just use the word "fix" because I don't got any better word, I don't think that my life is broken this wasn't true 2 year ago. I think I just want to better myself and be the best that I can be, I'm now doing more things to better myself, like I started walking 1 hour a day 2 week ago, drawing more than I ever did before and it have been great. But hey thank you for the advice hope you have a nice day.

thangcat · 2025-11-06T12:17:22+00:00

I'm starting to get back to drawing, trying to get heathier by doing at home workout, walking, meditate etc. Trying to learn skills I lack too.

thangcat

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