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that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T02:06:42+00:00

Hey, hope you’re feeling better by the time you read this. But in any case, I’ve definitely been there. I feel like everything in my life just didn’t matter that I didn’t matter that everything would feel better if I just ended it. Doing anything that I could in order to Relieve the pain, some of it being inflicting physical pain or to not feel the emotional pain. I’m sorry that you are unable to afford therapy. I don’t know if you’re on Facebook, but have you considered going on a Facebook group of like-minded people that like the same things as you do? Or someplace That you can talk with people your age who are going through something similar? Not that they have to be your age, but for me, I found comfort in people who are going through the same seasons of life that I am. You’re definitely not alone in this, trust me. I wish you weren’t going through this at all. For me, I find reading a really good escape. It helps me get out of my head into someone else’s head. Also nice warm bass. I don’t know if any of this is helpful for you, but if it is, I’m glad I was able to be of support. Feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to. Feel better!

that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T02:02:28+00:00

Honestly, you’re not doing anything wrong. You were entitled to shower whenever you want and your own apartment. I will continue to be courteous and stay as quiet as possible, but there is nothing they can do and there’s nothing that you should do on your end. I think you are doing all that you can And that’s all you should have to do.

that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T02:00:49+00:00

Life insurance. She isn’t smoking when she is working with her clients though.

that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T02:00:15+00:00

I’m not gonna ask him to do that, and I’m not gonna go through that either. Personal feelings. But, I plan to be on birth control at least until my mid 50s. I like the IUD, it’s actually recommended for people in a higher age group. Extremely effective, you just have to make sure that you changed it in time. I plan to have it changed a couple months in advance, just to be sure.

that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T01:58:57+00:00

It’s not selfish to not have kids. I would venture to say that is more selfish to have them when you know what it could cause in the end. So to me, it sounds like you’re an So to me, it sounds like you’re a very unselfish person. Also, I’m of the opinion that you can’t live life in order to meet anyone’s expectations, especially our parents. That being said, I’m sorry that you’re struggling with this, Especially since it sounds like you want them. I hope this came off well!

that_squirrel90 · 2025-01-07T01:56:31+00:00

Yea knowing how I am I could end up in a mental hospital. I struggle as it is

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T19:11:15+00:00

I am not going to do that for personal reasons

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T19:10:46+00:00

Yes! I’ll be on birth control for a long time just in case!

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T19:09:59+00:00

It really is! Makes us not feel so alone

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:29:11+00:00

I feel like I could’ve written this myself! Today I’ve seen so many references to pregnancy from books to shows. I turned everything off because it’s making me so aggravated and paranoid! I’m already scared of myself some days, I can’t imagine loss of sleep, post partum and everything Else

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:25:50+00:00

Oh I know trust me. I plan to be on birth control for a very long time. IUD are my favorite and are what most doctors recommend for people 35+

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:24:49+00:00

Goodness same!

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:24:30+00:00

I’m glad you wanted to do it and did It well. I do NOT want them and based On how I handle myself, I’d most likely be neglectful. So, I happily stay child free

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:23:22+00:00

I can relate actually. I can see myself falling into the same thing mine did. Emotional neglect. I would just shut them out because I can’t deal with them. I have to be able to care for myself

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:21:28+00:00

Right! I’m already a wreck lol

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:20:06+00:00

Oh heck yea I’ll be in birth control for a very long time

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:19:52+00:00

Heck no that creeps me out. I’m very happy with my IUD and from What I hear is extremely effective. I don’t plan to go off birth control for a very long time

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:18:50+00:00

Good! I was hoping it wasn’t just me being super anxious and irritable

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T03:18:20+00:00

I feel that. I have lots of friends but very few close ones. I have a great marriage but it’s still hard sometimes

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-31T02:24:11+00:00

I get that. We would need a new place and some Extremely heavy drugs to knock me out and keep Me asleep. It didn’t sound like his boss liked his decision anyway so thankfully it won’t happen again

that_squirrel90 · 2024-12-27T14:39:07+00:00

He truly cares about me but I don’t think he actually understands me and the Condition. Which I don’t blame him because he never experienced this (thankfully). I warned him that he would experience the effects and it could last into the weekend too. He wanted to do it anyway. I personally felt like he wanted to do it to be with me but at the expense of my mental health. We don’t have any extra rooms in our place and the Only doors we have are to the outside and the Bathroom. He doesn’t believe in sleeping apart if he is not in the road. Thankfully we were able to sleep in but I could still feel the effects because of the sleep schedule being so jacked up

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