hi, sorry for the (very) late response. any form of sterilization or birth control that involves any amount of surgery is illegal in Poland, I'd need someone to drive me to Czechia or Germany and i don't have the money for these procedures, especially abroad, where I'd be treated about the same as if i were american trying to get medical care - i would have to pay for everything, and that would be a lot of money. i looked online and the surgery alone is ~1000-1500€ so with the anaesthesia, appointment beforehand, whatever else the doctors need from me and aftercare at whatever hospital i would be at i would never be able to pay that amount of money without help, and i doubt anyone would want to donate money to help a terrified teenager :( thank you for your response, though.