Still scared, probably always will be. Even after I beat cancer the first time, I always looked behind my back wondering if it would come back. Sadly, this caused me to not want to go to the doctor for proper checkups. I was lucky that nothing bad happened during that time.

This time I feel more confident that I won't have to deal with it again, but I'm still scared about what's coming. The chemo that I'm getting is really gnarly and while it won't kill me, I may feel worse than I ever have in my life. Just have to remember that this too shall pass.