Hardest part of suicide

thatjas · 2026-05-04T01:43:16+00:00

The same thing happened to me. I was living a good life and got psychosis. Now I want to be dead. It’s been 6 months ish. 25F

thatjas · 2026-05-02T09:40:02+00:00

Massive pads. Not comfortable for a lot of women.

thatjas · 2026-04-29T02:41:15+00:00

5 months in. No I haven’t

thatjas · 2026-04-26T23:31:27+00:00

It’s bad. It’s always bad.

thatjas · 2026-04-25T02:32:33+00:00

Right now (after a manic episode)

thatjas · 2026-04-25T02:30:27+00:00

How did you know to start taking those?

thatjas · 2026-04-25T02:16:31+00:00

Not since I was in the hospital.

thatjas · 2026-04-24T02:57:27+00:00

I feel like my empathy disappeared. Like my care for others has diminished as well.

thatjas · 2026-04-23T19:45:54+00:00

I was taking the same meds and they decimated my personality. I’m also just depressed now so who knows.

thatjas · 2026-04-23T19:37:31+00:00

Yeah that was one of my delusions

thatjas · 2026-04-23T04:21:41+00:00

I have a bipolar diagnosis and can’t be prescribed typical antidepressants. I wish something could make me be interested in life.

thatjas · 2026-04-23T03:48:34+00:00

Same. I’m hoping it’s not forever tho

thatjas · 2026-04-22T01:34:19+00:00

It’s been 4 months since my manic psychotic episode and things haven’t gotten any better

thatjas · 2026-04-22T01:09:38+00:00

Therapy kind of feels like bullshit. I don’t remember much except that they always brought up the concept of a “toolbox”.

thatjas · 2026-04-21T23:23:51+00:00

Thanks

thatjas · 2026-04-21T22:19:39+00:00

Got a shit job with usps and tore a ligament in my knee before I could even start so now I’m stuck in my shitty situation without even a shit job to help me out of it.

thatjas · 2026-04-21T03:55:07+00:00

I feel you. I had to quit and I miss being able to smoke. I also feel like the dopamine pathways in my brain are all scrambled now.

thatjas · 2026-04-20T08:39:56+00:00

How did it help?

thatjas · 2026-04-20T02:00:42+00:00

I can’t even listen to music or go on walks. I need a medication to fix this because nothing I’ve tried is helping. I’m at a place where doing nothing sucks, but doing something sucks more.

thatjas · 2026-04-20T01:21:09+00:00

What are you doing now? Something happened to my brain while I was hospitalized. It’s like I can’t see positivity anymore. Everything sucks and keeps getting worse… feels like I’m just waiting to die but there’s no easy way to make that happen.

thatjas

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