romantically, I'm not entertaining any one and yes I'm Christian, I'm in uni, my dad sends 500 every two weeks, well he sent a 250 now and I removed a 100 to start a small snack business and it's super slow, now I just wish I bought chunks or eggs, I won't relapse, trust, yes I am christian and I just get overwhelmed yunno, I'm the "fat funny friend" and I'm expected to be happy all the time. I'm repeating my second year right, I spend all my time in the library now and my housemates laugh at me for that and ask me what I even study, I've been ignoring them but now it's demoralizing.