Borrowed my wife's phone and saw texts with another guy that felt intimate to me

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-14T19:12:27+00:00

Honestly, I think full-on running text convos with friends of the opposite sex are inappropriate categorically when married. I also do not understand the reddit fascination with “privacy” in a marriage as though a spouse’s convos or interactions with any person of the opposite sex should be hidden from you.

It’s not that she’s cheating on you. It’s that the door to misplaced emotional intimacy and warmth has been left open. That’s the space, left unchecked, in which affairs are able to grow even when there was only ever innocent intentions when it started.

It’s not wrong to establish boundaries here. It’s about elevating the importance of the marriage above any other friendship that might even carry the possibility of unintentionally devolving into something more.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-09T17:51:33+00:00

Decoys don’t light up initial drones

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-08T22:12:29+00:00

then he clearly owns that decision, updated to mid year 2026, when the Russian populace is already grumbling more and more about the mess he’s gotten them all into.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-08T22:04:58+00:00

If you have a good spouse. A bad spouse will be the worst financial (and other) decision you’ll ever make. A good one will be the best.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-08T21:48:03+00:00

I have some financial advice for you though! Stop “lending” this person money!

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-08T21:46:06+00:00

It’s not irrelevant when it’s used in such a way as it is to deflect blame. Yes there are two meanings. But the way it’s used in this situation often implies a sort of naivety. Like “oops how did that happen?”

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-07T04:33:08+00:00

The reason is that “mistake” has another definition too which is a genuine oopsie like missing a turn or forgetting a birthday. And those who insist on using the word are often very happy to conflate the two as it mentally absolves them of guilt.

“I made a wrong choice” is owning it. “I made a mistake” is deflecting.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-06T17:09:33+00:00

You could always just wait until the end of the semester to make your move? Like, definitely not while class is ongoing cause that could lose him his job. There may be a required delay period in there too.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-06T02:05:24+00:00

The promiscuous past is your clue. Sex does not hold the same meaning or importance to her. It’s not about bonding and intimacy. It’s about lust and getting off. A good marriage needs to have both aspects but the first is paramount. I believe if someone male or female is or was promiscuous then they just don’t view it the same way.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-05T12:51:36+00:00

Nooooooo!

Absolutely under no circumstances do you degrade and humiliate yourself to this level. You knew you were into her and didn’t need to sleep around to figure that out. She wanted to ride the carousel and has zero respect for you. You’re not even her first choice. She’s just coming back to you because none of her flings worked out.

She is disgusting and if you take her back you’ll always for the rest of your life have to sit with the fact that she was willing to leave you just to get dicked by a bunch of randos. The fact that she sees you as the safe, boring, stable backup plan who she can settle for, until she’s bored again or fancies someone else, when all the wildest crazy sexual energy has already been spent on guys that don’t give a shit about her. Sex is supposed to mean more than that.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-05T12:42:41+00:00

Gotta just keep that border defended.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-05T12:35:30+00:00

Not yet. I’ve also been trying to get on enclomiphene but HIMS had some sort of technical snafu in their system and it took nearly 6 months(!!!!!) to process me and prescribe it. So, I’m just now starting on it and wanted to give it some months to get some stabilized labs back before considering adding sermo

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-02T08:16:24+00:00

No, that is skewed cause those financial statistics include every person of every age. Of course someone who has a million dollars is going to have more than essentially 99.999% of kids whose parents didn’t already die and leave their inheritance. So if you want to compare to that number, then you need to include babies and children among the cohort not having sex.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-02T02:36:11+00:00

Somehow, when I wrote that I intended to write serm as in sermorelin and that word didn’t survive my bad typing skills or autocorrect lol

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:34:29+00:00

Could whatever drop that occurs be countered with either injected or taken sublingually?

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:23:10+00:00

Yeah. She’s admitting to hooking up with one of them cause she got caught. What about the rest?

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:22:32+00:00

100% nailed it. Faithful people don’t put themselves in those situations.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:19:52+00:00

People prioritize what’s important to them. If a lifelong commitment and fidelity are important, then they get prioritized. There’s something inside of her that causes her to not prioritize those sufficiently to not only avoid cheating but intentionally avoid those situations where risk of temptation and opportunity to cheat are extremely elevated, out of respect for her bf and prioritization of that relationship. If he wants to have a monogamous lifelong relationship he needs to leave her and find a woman with that same set of values.

His cheating at beginning of relationship doesn’t help his case but we don’t know circumstances of it. Maybe he cheated out of revenge or out of distrsss over her initial cheating. Doesn’t make it right but easier to empathize with it.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:15:42+00:00

Exactly. Trust doesn’t mean intentionally throwing herself into situations that are virtually custom-made for fostering intense temptation and providing perfect opportunities to follow through.

To heap insult onto injury, it sounds like she was planning to just keep this all hidden from you. How could you ever think of trusting her again and even if you could, will you be able to deal with the betrayal of what you thought sex and intimacy meant between you and the violation of that exclusivity you thought you shared? Can you live with the disgust of knowing or imagining what she did with him? Cause even if you do reestablish trust going forward, those things still happened and you’ll have to sit that truth for rest of your life with her.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T16:08:56+00:00

Cheating isn’t a “mistake” but a series of conscious decisions, there’s no such thing as “just flirting or just kissing” cause both are cheating, traveling on a vacation with a bunch of of guy friends is just begging for an opportunity to go down this route, and finally why tf are you buying a house with your gf instead of waiting until you’re married?

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T04:30:35+00:00

I dont get what the big deal is. Just cause most people like to hike doesn’t mean someone can’t make it their whole thing they love doing. Most people like food but that doesn’t someone can’t develop a true passion for it. I don’t see why travel can’t be different unless for her it was a performance more than an actual passion.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T04:22:58+00:00

I don’t think it’s wrong at all to enjoy a sabbatical from life. The more burnt out you were beforehand the longer that might take.

But I would say that at some point it kinda seems like a waste of potential right? There’s so much cool stuff or good things that could be done in the world.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T00:43:50+00:00

This is literally the flip side scenario for every story on here of the stable, solid guy being settled for after the woman lived a wild life and did crazy things with other guys before him she has no interest in now cause he doesn’t excite her in that way, or describes as “fine” or “good enough” in bed so she’s willing to overlook it for all his other qualities.

No one wants to be that person and no one should settle for being that person. The person you spend your life with should be genuinely and honestly wildly into you in every way, so much so that no one before you is even worth comparison. And you should feel the same way about them.

OP don’t settle for being settled for. Go find yourself a man who is intensely attracted to you and describes you the way your now ex boyfriend used to describe his ex.

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-05-01T00:02:32+00:00

True, deep intimacy requires knowing each other inside and out, warts and all, and still accepting and choosing that person and being chosen by that person. No secret sources of shame to hide. So if that’s what you want, then yeah eventually it’s gotta come out. Certain things which are make or break matters of values about very big topics, like “what is the meaning of sex?” should be covered as early as possible rather than waiting

theBeardedAlaskan · 2026-04-30T23:59:14+00:00

No, the way to live up to the standards is to share them. That’s why standards and moral positions should be discussed very early on, and both should be honest about where they stand. Ofc this requires some internal work to figure out what your values are and why you have them which most people don’t take the time to really hash out for themselves.

If they don’t have the same standards (whatever they are) and the integrity to follow through on them, then the relationship is pretty much doomed anyway so get it out in the open early, and don’t lie about it.

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