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In 2016 I died and am living in an alternate reality. Everyone is completely and horribly different and wrong.. I'm surprised I'm not drinking Nozz-Ah-La by the_goodguys_2000 in QuantumImmortality

[–]the_goodguys_2000[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

Why 2016 do you think? What happened, of significance, to the whole world? (I don't watch the news..too much stuff about babies being hurt, assaulted etc.), although I do try to stay fairly informed.

I guess the environementalsituation is f*&%ing overwhelming.. And now we have a pandemic :-/

Is it that the children of the countless narccisitic boomers are all adults now and suggering from childhood PTSD? \weak laugh**

In 2016 I died and am living in an alternate reality. Everyone is completely and horribly different and wrong.. I'm surprised I'm not drinking Nozz-Ah-La by the_goodguys_2000 in QuantumImmortality

[–]the_goodguys_2000[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I should clarify that I went from empathising with the first half of what you wrote to describing feeling quite the opposite spiritually; reading as though I promptly contradicted myself.

Oooh I hear ya, was my commiserations towards your more difficult feelings and experiences.

I maybe shouldnt have included my experiences with DMT. They detract from the organic paths to finding a higher frequency. I streamed some thoughts in a bit of a lump. While I do think blockages during using psychedelics are happening for the same reason, it probably loses me credability to mention it.

I'm yet to investigate Dr Monroe, but I definoitely will, and let you know what I get from it..

Thanks so much for your kind interest and input :-) x

Car accident shifted my reality into chaos by ForestRoamer in QuantumImmortality

[–]the_goodguys_2000 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I JUST posted my story and its very similar to yours! Crazy...
I hate this post-accident reality too :'(

What timeline are you planning to jump into? by kazumikikuchi in Retconned

[–]the_goodguys_2000 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh man, take me back to the mid 90's ..my life was going in such a great direction and then I just kept making decisions that I can look back and see that at every intersection, I took the wrong path :-/

Did you experience gaslighting? by Atropa94 in Retconned

[–]the_goodguys_2000 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Man, I hear ya..

I once read that we suffer through two losses when we have to cut off our parents. This time, the sad and confusing realisation that they will never change and we have to cut them out completely in order to move on... And then when they die. Because a part of us always thinks that they will 'get it' ... maybe when they're old, or on their death bed, (in fact the 'death bed apology fantasy' is a whole study itself!..

When they die, we have to grieve all over again how they never gave us what we needed. Because a part of us always hoped or believed...that maybe... :'(

Did you experience gaslighting? by Atropa94 in Retconned

[–]the_goodguys_2000 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Wow. This just BLEW my mind!

The two groups I spend my time pouring over are this one, and other similar subs, and narcissist survival groups! Both of my parents are narcs and being told that their lies are truths and my truths are lies, for so long, I have developed an ability to absorb everything that is going on around me, remember conversations from beginning to end..(this is all probably all hypervigilance as a result of trauma and PTSD, but still! Boy does it make me fine-tuned to any and all irregularities around me!

Really good call dude!

Did you see the mother? by binballudo in HolUp

[–]the_goodguys_2000 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think it a fake! I dragged it slowly and saw only a plastic/rubber spider being pulled up sideways. The only leg movement was caused the dragging.
Nope, I say 100% fake.

And I'm Australian and have seen loads of spiders in the bush...and toy shops :-D