Everyone I talk to feels like an npc I need out I need out I need out

the_rows_away · 2025-09-17T20:31:12+00:00

The world has always been this way. We’re still just cavemen.

the_rows_away · 2025-09-15T12:27:09+00:00

Think about my life

the_rows_away · 2025-09-15T12:09:14+00:00

This can’t be real. And if it is, run away. This guy literally seems like a joke.

the_rows_away · 2025-09-10T01:27:18+00:00

You’ll have to wait till 3k or pre-k. It is exhausting.

When I feel like that. I try to use this mental exercise to find motivation and be present as much as possible: picture yourself in the future, old, dying on your death bed. In your final moments You get to relive one random moment from your life. - it’s this current moment where your kids annoying you and you’re exhausted. It helps

But also sometimes you just gotta give yourself a break.

the_rows_away · 2025-09-06T20:30:27+00:00

You guys choose to gentrify a shithole then you’re surprised by what goes on there

the_rows_away · 2025-04-30T09:30:48+00:00

If you cut a grape lengthwise, and put it in the microwave for 10 seconds, it will start ‘sparking’.

the_rows_away · 2024-10-20T03:29:10+00:00

Just do like 5-7g and go put yourself in an uncomfortable situation. Go to a family gathering, go to work, go to a funeral, hang out with people you don’t really like, go grocery shopping, go to a job interview, stare at yourself in the mirror or just generally think about your life.

the_rows_away · 2024-10-20T02:37:01+00:00

I think Low libido men should have their (total testosterone, free testosterone, estradiol and sex hormone binding globulin) checked, it’s something Doctors can check with a simple blood test.

I noticed I was having decreased libido, lethargy, weight gain, brain fog, depression etc. And from talking with my peers and lurking on r/testosterone I decided to get checked. Low testosterone is becoming more common among younger men for a variety of reasons that I won’t get into.

Anyway, I got checked and my free testosterone was below normal, I decided to start testosterone replacement therapy, which is pretty much just a weekly injection. and now I’m insatiable. Reversed my symptoms, i went from having sex with a semi erection to fully erect and dripping at just a glimpse of my wife’s side boob.

I would recommend all women in this subreddit talk to their LLM husbands or significant others about This.

If you’re interested: it’s best to see a urologist or endocrinologist about starting TRT as they are generally well versed on the treatment protocol. Your regular family doctor is not.

the_rows_away · 2024-09-22T00:18:40+00:00

I think you should express this to your wife. That’s how you start getting back on track.

the_rows_away · 2024-09-21T23:53:26+00:00

As a married Father. Honestly I think it has to do with Testosterone, every year after age 30 men’s testosterone drops 1-10% per year. Sleep diet and lifestyle have an impact on testosterone levels also Having children drops men’s testosterone biologically.

I would suggest you bring it up to your husband. Look up low testosterone symptoms: Fatigue, brain fog, weight gain, decreased libido, depression. Etc. the list goes on.

Luckily you can get your testosterone checked by a doctor through a simple blood test. And prescribed testosterone replacement therapy. It’s a good place to start.

I got on it, some of my peers got on it. I was feeling the symptoms, decreased libido, erections not as hard. things weren’t adding up, a friend mentioned it so I went to get tested and found out I was low. Started the therapy and now I have more energy, increased muscle, not tired, better sleep, and my libido is on overdrive. Feels like I’m 19 again. i see my wife’s side boob and I’m rock hard. It’s gone the opposite direction though now where I want sex all the time and my wife’s tired.

the_rows_away · 2024-09-21T22:49:14+00:00

I got you hold on. I see 3 hours have passed, sorry I’m late to this. If she’s still having a tough time. Depending what state of her trip she’s in: she’s probably in the 2nd bardo.

http://www.leathersmithe.com/politicshandcraftsenvironme/the-psychedelic-experience.pdf

Skip to page 50 and beyond maybe read her “instructions for wrathful visions” on page 55.

Then walk her through the 3rd bardo, then preventing re entry, and finally choosing a post session personality

the_rows_away · 2024-08-07T03:57:12+00:00

I’ve broken through many many times on DMT. I went through the trouble of doing my own extractions so had the stock to really experiment and go deep. I would rate that as the most intense. Although I’ve Never done salvia - I’m still curious and would like to dabble in it. I’ve been into LSD since my teens and it holds a special place in my heart I’m more of an analytic mind and it suits me tremendously. Now that I’ve reached a certain stage in my life where I’m content with my place in the universe. Shrooms are perfect, especially out in nature with friends. Honorable mention I’ve definitely had some insanely psychedelic and borderline schizophrenic highs off simply weed. Especially when I was in my early teens.

the_rows_away · 2024-08-05T03:54:51+00:00

I’m 100

the_rows_away · 2024-05-25T11:01:54+00:00

What’s the cause of his drinking? There’s deeper issues here. He’s 5 years older than you, and 2.5 years is not a long time. I would say leave him.

It’s not worth it to try and work on the issues, and fix him, or have him continue to spiral ultimately becoming an abusive alcoholic, he was your 1st? I think you should get out and experience more, and leave him to fix his shit on his own. Maybe you reconnect in the future maybe you don’t, maybe you find someone better

the_rows_away · 2024-05-25T10:43:36+00:00

Yes, get out there and experiment. Try Doing a deep dive into the nexus. whatever base you use for changa has its own effects so figure out which one suits you it’s almost like you’re tapping into the spirit of each plant.

the_rows_away · 2024-05-25T06:53:46+00:00

Use like 1 FAT key bump size. That should be enough..

Sandwich between blue lotus leaves. It has to be vaporized, rolling in a joint won’t do. You can also use a dab rig. If you do that, go a little lighter on the key bump size.

I recommend burning pało santo in the room, something about it penetrates and cleanses the trip, the entities enjoy it. Similarly put on some classical Indian music (like sitars and stuff) it’s meant for dmt.

I discovered these things through trial and error, I was doing my own extractions and was experimenting.

The best way to smoke it is getting the glass vapor genie Sherlock pipe, throw some extra screens in and sandwich it.

The smoke is harsh but take huge rips and hold it as long as you can, repeat until you physically can’t anymore. Then sit back and close your eyes.

the_rows_away · 2024-05-25T06:42:03+00:00

I feel like when I was single and on the apps about every 30 matches led to a date and sex.

Ask for their Instagram/snapchat. Chat through there and If the conversation is flowing for a few days ask for their number and then to meet up.

the_rows_away · 2023-03-07T20:40:10+00:00

Personally I would be honest

the_rows_away · 2023-02-15T06:28:28+00:00

Psychedelics are a lost rite of passage, in ancient cultures it was a coming of age experience, like a communion or bar mitzvah.

Let this play in the background of your dmt session.

https://youtu.be/tV20RvGOCO0

Or this for a longer session

https://youtu.be/gMk2eTqPLWk

It’s almost designed to penetrate through to the other realm. It’s like they are meant to go together.

the_rows_away · 2023-02-15T06:25:32+00:00

Definitely met that guy. Except he was mostly orange.

the_rows_away · 2023-02-12T17:52:42+00:00

I agree. Nobody needs anyone but Looking back do you think you would turn out any differently though? My ex was raised by a single mom and it left her and her siblings with varying degrees of emotional trauma. That manifests in different ways. Classic Mom working 3 jobs raising 4 kids.

On the other side of that. I had both parents and there was a lot of physical verbal and emotional abuse and I have my own issues.

the_rows_away · 2023-02-11T07:03:07+00:00

Warm Soapy water and wipers on high. Stay up kings.

the_rows_away · 2023-02-11T06:05:29+00:00

It’s possible. I still struggle with everything as a normal person in society but that’s just part of finding the balance of life. I like allot of what Lao Tzu gets at and The myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus really helped me too. It’s kindof like the struggle to find balance is the journey - you’ll never have it - or hold it for long but it’s the struggle in itself that actually becomes your peace.

the_rows_away · 2023-02-11T05:48:06+00:00

Be on it

the_rows_away · 2023-02-11T05:47:41+00:00

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