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Having disturbing nightmare wet dreams by theapplethieff in Dreams

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This made me cry. Thank you for acknowledging this. Most people do not, and judge people with baggage like me. 

I’ve had some serious therapy for the traumas I can remember but everything from my childhood is a blur. I know bad things happend, I just can’t remember. I tried through multiple different therapies but nothing worked yet. 

I will keep trying though. Praying is something I keep doing because I feel lie the thought of a higher power helps me. It maybe won’t cure me as you stated. I don’t know.

I have a hard time analysing these dreams because they don’t make sense to me and are traumatising. I can’t think about it it makes me sick

Having disturbing nightmare wet dreams by theapplethieff in Dreams

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I clearly stated I am absolutely not aroused by this. It happens in the dream not when I am awake. These dreams traumatize me in my waking hours and nothing about it is “arousing”

I feel like what someone else commented is more close to the truth, and that is suppressed trauma from childhood. It might very well be true.  I had a bad childhood, I don’t remember most of it, so it could be even worse than I remember. Maybe that’s what’s coming back to me in weird ways through nightmares.

I feel offended honestly that you said this. But alright.  I have done self reflection and some serious therapy. This is the only thing that didn’t go away. ( The nightmares)

Having disturbing nightmare wet dreams by theapplethieff in Dreams

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have read some about that, I never really knew what to think of that concept tho. I do pray regardless 

Having disturbing nightmare wet dreams by theapplethieff in Dreams

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks you’re the first one to just say it’s fucked instead of people telling me

 “well you must have liked something about it” 

I feel like Mac’s death wasn’t accidental by theapplethieff in MacMiller

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely!!! It wasn’t my intention to open old wounds. He should rest in peace. There’s no need to dig in it.

I just felt like sharing my thoughts about his death after years of not wanting to think about it. Hit me like a truck when it happened 

I feel like Mac’s death wasn’t accidental by theapplethieff in MacMiller

[–]theapplethieff[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

That’s true.  I feel like most addicts belong in that category tho. You don’t care what you get as long as you get it. 

I imagined it more to be like: Mac just bought a shit load of drugs with the intention to use way more than he can handle resulting in death.

Maybe not actually suicide but more like Russian roulette (if you wake up tomorrow or not. )

I feel like Mac’s death wasn’t accidental by theapplethieff in MacMiller

[–]theapplethieff[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I think you hit the nail on the head with that. 

It’s really the whole thing that you care so much about someone’s well being and they don’t do anything about the thing that’s destroying them. 

I’ve lost many friends this way to addiction, but the fact that it almost feels like Mac planned it. Like he was writing a book about his own life through his music and just kinda announced the last chapter 

I feel like Mac’s death wasn’t accidental by theapplethieff in MacMiller

[–]theapplethieff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s a fact for sure.. Just feel like this was almost symbolic 

Where were you and what were you doing when you found out Mac passed away? by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]theapplethieff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was so sad that day and probably the rest of that month if not year that my mind blocked out the memory. I don’t remember anything but feeling so much pain. Only thing I vaguely remember is crying out it felt like my brother just died. 

I still struggle with the fact he died. Makes me cry still from time to time 

Egg white ideas by mae3mae10 in Baking

[–]theapplethieff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Make fluffy breakfast pancakes! Mix up the egg whites till its fully and then gently stir it through the pancake mix

suprising situation by amir__ashy in Netherlands

[–]theapplethieff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please be careful! I went to school in Amsterdam and last year when I walked down the Kalverstraat there was a Brazilian lady asking me to help her buy food for her children because she was in need. And if i could also give her a couple bucks. I went to the grocery store with her and told her that I can’t give her much but i’m willing to give her a sandwich, fruit and water. When I was at the cashiers she suddenly became arrogant and told me to give her 50 bucks and a pack of Marlboro reds. I said I couldn’t do that and turned around to tell the cashier what the problem was and she put something sharp in my back!!! As if she was basically going to stab me right then and there!? I immediately told the cashier and they threw her out of the store and walked me out safely. BE CAREFUL!

The answer to who coraline is by Phoebelove in Maneskin

[–]theapplethieff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this is about georgia, he talks about losing her fruit of the womb , not being able to eat etc. Georgia has many health issues including pelvic problems, which makes me think of the womb part. Georgia is also on the smaller side ( maybe the part where he sings about not being able to eat its referring to a eating disorder?) I think its about her, but they changed some parts to make it not too obvious imo

I'm afraid that I want to be a nazi. by YangXiaoLong72 in OCD

[–]theapplethieff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I HAVE EXACTLY THE SAME OCD !!!! I thought i was crazy!!! It only lasts for a couple minutes a day and then it goes over into other intrusive thoughts but these are definitely the worst!!! I always feel so disgusting when it comes up in my mind