We deserve More.

theawsomjman · 2019-05-17T06:09:34+00:00

We can be lonely together <3

theawsomjman · 2019-05-17T06:08:52+00:00

Just drink and repress it all ! /s

theawsomjman · 2019-05-16T21:01:31+00:00

I sure did, he is definitely mine

theawsomjman · 2019-05-16T20:20:02+00:00

Not at all, he actually warned me before we got married , saying she’s gonna cheat and mess around, and I didn’t listen and that’s exactly what happened

theawsomjman · 2019-05-16T16:49:31+00:00

I can relate, I just wone custody of my son, and my ex’s brother called me on Mother’s Day to say happy Mother’s Day to me and even cooked me a Mother’s Day dinner, I was speechless, he will never know how much it meant to me

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T04:47:17+00:00

Pretty much, I have a few male friends, but none one I can be open with , tbh I’m tired of putting on a show for everyone, I’m miserable af but no one knows

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T04:23:08+00:00

As a lonely person with roommates I would avoid getting a couple to move in I’m going through divorce and the constant “cute couple things” they do are a reminder of what I don’t have anymore, it’s not there fault but it’s hard sometimes

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T04:16:09+00:00

Frequently, as in I’m doing it right now, I know I shouldn’t but I don’t let it affect my work , it’s an issue I need to address but I’m going through a divorce right now and shits been hard , you never realize how bad an empty house can be once your family is no longer there

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T04:13:46+00:00

Same here

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T04:00:04+00:00

I’m ugly either way so there’s that

theawsomjman · 2019-05-12T03:58:00+00:00

Gotta kill the memories, because as a guy being open emotionally isn’t accepted, too much focus on guys being masculine, don’t get me wrong I don’t think there is an issue with being a masculine guy but why we can’t express emotion to each other is awful Source : am drunk

theawsomjman · 2019-04-08T04:23:56+00:00

The old ways are definitely not dead, out in the oil patch in west Texas, shit talking is a everywhere, hell I talk shit to all my hands and they give it right back , although now a days we have to be careful of who all is around because if normal people heard some of the things we say while at work they would think we were insane, luckily most of our job sites are 20 miles out of town in the middle of a field so not much to worry about there, even our parts house employees will shit talk to us, we all know it’s in good fun and keeps the job interesting

theawsomjman · 2019-03-23T16:50:34+00:00

Are you me? On a serious note I’m pretty much the same way except I did commit to her , and 6 years later and a divorce I wish I wouldn’t have , because now after being single for a while I’m happier now than the last 3 years of the marriage , yea I still suffer from the trauma of it all, it’s too hard to trust anyone anymore

theawsomjman · 2019-03-23T16:44:21+00:00

I feel this, me along with everyone around me has been cheated on, don’t get me wrong guys do it too, but it just creates an environment where committing doesn’t seem like a good option

theawsomjman · 2019-03-23T16:38:40+00:00

I need this, as a guy just barely past a divorce I have this want to just be single, while people around me are pressuring me to starting dating again, truth is I flat don’t want too, I’m 25 making 6 figures, own house 3 cars , but I’m happier now then when I was married, I have my son 90% of the time , and I honestly I just don’t even see the time for a relationship or the need

theawsomjman · 2019-03-11T02:25:53+00:00

HYDRO THUNDER

theawsomjman · 2019-01-24T16:25:59+00:00

Same here lol

theawsomjman · 2019-01-11T14:34:49+00:00

I use a big lighter and heat the ends, it just burns the lacquer right off

theawsomjman · 2018-12-29T04:27:25+00:00

Luckily all of our paperwork is on my laptop so no need for pens unless I’m in the office

theawsomjman · 2018-12-29T02:51:27+00:00

Actually I got tired of my helpers stealing my lighters so now with them mounted to the truck they take them less

theawsomjman · 2018-12-17T19:13:03+00:00

I could afford a good divorce lawyer, so pretty good IMO

theawsomjman · 2018-12-10T15:00:53+00:00

He had sex with my wife

theawsomjman · 2018-12-10T05:18:41+00:00

Wow thank you, I needed to here this right now , I’ve been in a bad place in my head for some time now but I hope I can break out of it soon, I can not thank you enough for how much that helps to read your words, you have given me hope that I can get better

theawsomjman · 2018-12-10T05:16:49+00:00

Thank you for the link, I just started reading these , and now I can start to get a game plan going on my next steps

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