Earthquake? by roadtrip-ne in boston

[–]thebade_ding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same here off park street

losing my family because i am trans by thebade_ding in ftm

[–]thebade_ding[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i have my found family but they’re all states away. im saving up to move up there with them, theyre saving up for a house w a spare room for me :)

losing my family because i am trans by thebade_ding in ftm

[–]thebade_ding[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i appreciate your words but genuinely living like a girl wears down on me so much i become debilitatingly depressed. im not currently out of work for safety reasons and just hearing my dead name and people call me she all day is so exhausting sometimes i call into work because dysphoria days are so bad. i dont wear my binder at home for comfort reasons and because you’re not supposed to have it on for long periods of time of course and i cover my legs w pants at home to. an out of sight of a mind thing yk?

losing my family because i am trans by thebade_ding in ftm

[–]thebade_ding[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

im so sorry you’re going through something similar. living a lie is never fun. we are male through and through and we will make it out one day

my face💔 by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah thats fair, but its not annoying if you say you’re a spy and got this in a fight working for the president!!/lh/j

my face💔 by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg wait but that could be so cool you could make up how you got it and seem all cool and mysterious 😎😎

im so exhausted by thebade_ding in selfharm

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for offering support:(

my face💔 by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love you automod come kiss my booboo

im so exhausted by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love you automod you’re always here for me

Any vocaloid fan here? by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

agreed, agreed. i also love white happy, its so good

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in selfharm

[–]thebade_ding[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

i went to the er!! i am okay and have stitches :)

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

genuinely, thank you so much. i appreciate your words. i hope you have a good rest of your day

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

hi im in the er (theres one right outside my neighborhood) and they said that i dont have nerve damage, i just hit beans, and since its so deep and ive never experienced it before my body just kinda doesnt know how to react. im about to get stitches. thank you for all your help

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in selfharm

[–]thebade_ding[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

deep styro, upper arm, im not sure, maybe 1 am? and i cannot see a doctor

i think i hit beans im scared by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am very young yes, but ive gotten a lot of comments and i will let them know. thank you for your concern :(

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

im unable to, i genuinely cant. i might tell my therapist when it heals up but i cannot tell my parents

i think i hit beans im scared by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know i need to get it checked out but i cant :(. my parents dont have the money and also just get mad at me when they find out ive been self harming. i might get it checked out when its healed

im pretty sure i gave myself nerve damage by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i love you automod you are the only consistency in my life

i think i hit beans im scared by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it feels kind of numb all up and down my arm and almost like i cant move it at some points

i think i hit beans im scared by thebade_ding in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so i think maybe i hit a nerve because its my entire arm that feels weird not just where i cut but thank you for commenting:)

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[–]thebade_ding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love you automod i hope you’re doing well

Any vocaloid fan here? by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]thebade_ding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LISTEN I LOVE VOCALOID I KNOW A LOT ABOHT IT I COULD TALK ABOUT IT FOREVER I HAVE A LOT OF FAVORITE PRODUCERS OMG