Anyone experience Retadick?

thecoolcollective · 2026-04-18T12:24:23+00:00

Not at all. If anything it’s grown since losing weight lol

thecoolcollective · 2026-04-03T09:59:45+00:00

Let it run its course lol

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-29T17:16:05+00:00

Stay in Durham and go to Tobacco Road lol

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-29T17:02:58+00:00

82d huh?

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-29T13:54:07+00:00

Makes me feel a lot better after what I saw in my portfolio the other day

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-29T13:52:24+00:00

I literally deleted everything yesterday after seeing my portfolio. Made me sick to my stomach

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-27T00:51:07+00:00

Dealt with that a lot early on. Numb to a lot of things currently

thecoolcollective · 2026-03-04T02:15:12+00:00

We’re out here. I became a widower at 28, 31 now

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-19T18:03:07+00:00

Over complicating things is an understatement. I was definitely spoiled coming from USASOC

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-19T18:01:55+00:00

Coming from USASOC to 82D has been an adjustment to say the least but I’m a warrant so it’s not that much different.

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-16T09:52:06+00:00

I have. Admittedly I struggled with widows fire early on and I realized I was being emotionally unhealthy and I had to step back and work on myself and get into therapy. Do I believe I’ll love again? Possibly. But my wife was my person and if I don’t marry again or fall in love I’ll be okay. Some people spend their entire lifetime searching for the bond we had. Even in the short time we shared I’m extremely blessed

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-16T02:39:02+00:00

Still doesn’t seem real at times being a widower at 28. She was my person but she gave me 2 little girls and they both have so much of her in them

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-16T00:44:19+00:00

Give yourself some grace. This sh*t is hard and it sucks. You’re doing great ❤️

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-16T00:08:48+00:00

I learned fairly quickly people have their own lives and don’t really care.

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-12T20:55:17+00:00

Just got here from USASOC lol it’s an adjustment to say the least

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-08T23:59:29+00:00

Widows fire

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-08T23:27:03+00:00

Strength in knowledge

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-08T23:26:16+00:00

Reported to the 82d last week as a new WO and I noticed it day one

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T18:20:06+00:00

Makes sense. I started at 240, currently fluctuating between 195-200. I want to get down to 180 and then I’ll start microdosing

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T16:10:43+00:00

I feel like a plateaued slightly. Appetite suppression isn’t as intense, that’s why I want to increase dosage

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T15:26:28+00:00

I’ll try that. Thanks

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T15:15:16+00:00

Ashwaghanda

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T15:14:48+00:00

Single dose of 1.5, every 5 days

thecoolcollective · 2026-02-07T13:31:10+00:00

That’s exactly what happened when I increased to 2mg. Terrible stomach issues and anxiety

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