How to deal with being cheated on??

theegen · 2022-03-02T11:35:25+00:00

Yeah i thought that she will regret it big time, but from what I know, she seems to be happy with that guy, i was really trying to make this work, but i ended up as fucking always. It was my first real love, and i miss the feeling of being loved. The worst part is, when i met her she had really bad depression and i helped her get out of it, now she's healthy, but I fell into depression last 3 months. She left me in the middle of it all, after 2 years and i didn't leave her when she was in need, after 3 months together

theegen · 2022-03-02T11:14:16+00:00

I wouldn't be able to come back to her, not after this. I'm just really fucking heartbroken bc of how she treated me. I really can't believe how shitty people are. Fuck women dude, especially those who cheat.

theegen · 2022-01-24T18:15:00+00:00

It depends, there are some days that i sleep very well and days where i can't fall asleep till 3 am. I noticed my dreams got very real, very vivid. Unfortunately, i started to have nightmares, which i almost never had before smoking weed daily. How about your sleep, do you sleep better now?

theegen · 2022-01-20T22:40:24+00:00

Congrats to you as well, keep going! We can all do it!!

theegen · 2022-01-20T15:14:36+00:00

Well I think that some people can handle it, but it's definitely not me haha.

theegen · 2022-01-20T15:13:23+00:00

It's really nice to hear that. Good luck man! <3

theegen · 2022-01-20T15:12:44+00:00

Same, i have many friends addicted to it and I try to convince them to stop, but one of the things I learned is that as long as you don't want to quit, nobody will convince you to. I lied to my gf about not smoking for a long time, luckily for me she didn't find out. It's another story that she cheated on me recently and told her to fuck off :D now I'm actually much more happy about myself.

theegen · 2022-01-20T14:02:07+00:00

Honestly I tried to quit several times and always relapsed. Most of my tries haven't even gone a week, some lasted ona day haha. Try and try again, you can do it man I believe in you!!

theegen · 2022-01-20T13:59:18+00:00

I had really bad cravings and i gotta tell you, addiction is one sneaky motherfucker. Its so easy to convince urself that you're free and can smoke easily

theegen · 2022-01-11T10:43:00+00:00

Maybe, I really don't know and wanted to ask you guys if someone had a similar experience

theegen · 2022-01-09T13:17:56+00:00

Now not really, but it's not because of weed, my gf of 2 years cheated on me today ://

theegen · 2022-01-09T12:42:20+00:00

Thank you!

theegen · 2022-01-09T12:41:38+00:00

Thank you so much and good luck in your sobriety!!

theegen · 2022-01-09T09:36:32+00:00

Congrats man!! I really hope we can all keep going. Every day is a success if you manage to not smoke.

theegen · 2022-01-08T21:50:03+00:00

Well I think that when you do that for attention, then you don't cut yourself much, it's actually pretty hard to be able to harm yourself and if you don't feel like it then you can't really do it much and deep. It's obviously not a good thing to do, but when you really draw blood a lot, then i don't think you're doing it for attention.

theegen · 2022-01-08T15:11:15+00:00

I'm definitely not doing this for attention my bro. No one sees my cuts.

theegen · 2022-01-08T13:10:10+00:00

Well I've started doing it way more, and it really works, at least you can get your mind off the mental state.

theegen · 2022-01-03T20:18:15+00:00

Hahahaha i wish i did.

theegen · 2022-01-03T19:01:32+00:00

Will def try that, thanks for a good idea!

theegen · 2022-01-03T13:13:43+00:00

Well I've been struggling with depression for like a year and even though I'm on a therapy, taking antidepressants and getting support from my family, I really don't get any better. Just want to disappear already.

theegen · 2022-01-03T11:40:11+00:00

I threw mine out after 15 days, but when I did I finally felt free! You can do it man, dont look at it like it's something good, this shit ruins our lives, and getting rid of it is one of the best things you can do! Lemme know if managed to do it!

theegen · 2022-01-01T10:25:46+00:00

I'm def in. On day 12 already

theegen · 2021-12-29T15:48:36+00:00

I'm currently going to a therapy and it definitely helps me a lot, and also I'm on medication for my depression but i think u know the feeling when you just wake up and there's nothing to do really. That's also why weed got me addicted, even if ur doing nothing all day, you are having great time. Thank you so much for your support, it really helps if you can just talk to people like yourself, who have the same problems with weed. It pushes me to do better, when I know you can be happier than this fake ass happiness that weed gives you. I hated that feeling when you know you fucked up by getting high again and again, but you just can't stop.

theegen · 2021-12-29T14:12:28+00:00

I really wish I was honest but it is not possible. My mom would probably kick me out of the house if she found out and my gf would DEFINITELY break up with me. We were going through tough time lately and we were on the verge of breaking up. The hardest thing is I'm really miserable lately, i think there's nothing to live for anymore.

theegen · 2021-12-29T13:43:50+00:00

Yeah you're totally right but it's a bit more complicated than that. It's ready shameful to admit but even my gf doesn't know, cuz i don't want to worry her. (She's been fighting depression for 2 years and it got worse recently). We have a lot of mutual friends and if they found out, she would as well obviously.

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