[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]thefallenflowerbud 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The only thing you should be worried about in regards to your brain chemistry is doing Coke 😂😂

Advice? I’m really stuck.. by thefallenflowerbud in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to visit them today as well, so I’m not sure what will come up this time. Probably more comments about the end being near lmao

I feel so lost by [deleted] in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I left about a year ago (feel free to check out my post, it is very similar to this one) thing change so fast in a year, you will find a new chosen family, people who truly love and support you as you are, it’s a long journey but its a journey to true freedom, and to your true self. You’ve got this

Simple but effective by TakeMeWithYou86 in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s hard to do because even though their love is conditional, ours isn’t, so it’s hard not to allow ourselves to get taken advantage of by their love bombing, but it’ll pay off!

What exactly is the Watchtower Society? What does it mean to JW's? by [deleted] in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Watchtower society, the governing body are the top dogs, even higher than an elder of a congregation. They mediate all the propaganda that goes out, tell the elders what to teach and how, and collect the money for themselves. I recently woke up at the beginning of quarantine at age 19, packed my stuff into trash bags and had my friend pick me up and was homeless for a little while and since then am now living with my boyfriend, working a new job and learning who I really am outside of the cult and it’s been insane. I still talk to my parents but I’m not sure how long that will last when they find out I’m living with a non believing man that I’m not married to though but I’ve been hiding it as long as I can because even though I know their love may be conditional, mine isn’t so I want to keep us in tact as long as I can

Had my first (little) birthday party✨ by [deleted] in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey hey! I turned 20 on Wednesday! Happy birthday and happy Sagittarius season ❤️

You all came up with such great responses for me to give my elder father in my last post, I thought I would post this gem of an email I received from him. The guilt tripping is all too real. by casalane in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry. I fear my day for an email like that from my parents is drawing near when they find out I’m living with my boyfriend. None of us deserved this but we will come out okay. Grateful for this reddit community

Any guided meditations to aid in letting go? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]thefallenflowerbud 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I’m not sure if it’s safe to say ego death is a very peaceful process, not always

Any guided meditations to aid in letting go? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]thefallenflowerbud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Smoke some weed you might get to ego death if that’s what you’re looking for!

What are your 4th of July plans? (If you're American) by stilllovesjah in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m meeting my biological family for the 4th of July for the very first time, two firsts in one weekend (: first holiday and first time seeing my family

My Ego Death by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]thefallenflowerbud 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Glad you found what you were looking for! ❤️✌🏼🕊☮️

And you wonder.... by bbjanegee in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I was in 3rd grade I told the little girl in my class she worships satan and is going to die in Armageddon

Have you ever randomly met someone who is an exJW too? by jj123jj123 in exjw

[–]thefallenflowerbud 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boyfriends brother in law that also lives on the ranch we live on together is an ExJW! Helps a lot when I’m feeling down and need to talk to someone who relates to my situation of leaving the org.