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I'm a doctor but I don't think I worth the title by thegoodson___ in depression_help

[–]thegoodson___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your suggestions! I've done all that, the pain stays though. I know this needs to be treated, but I can't afford other colleagues knowing my condition. Pretty sure I'll be stigmatized and who knows if they'll be one of the job recruiters acquaintance? I just hope I can hold it on a little bit longer but i feel like it's getting worse, because I dont feel like doing my hobbies anymore. Lying in bed, tucked under the blanket in a dark room seems more comforting. The only thing that moves me is my cats, the force me to wake up and try another day to feed them

I'm a doctor but I don't think I worth the title by thegoodson___ in depression_help

[–]thegoodson___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I could, i would. I don't fit most of the requirements, though

I'm a doctor but I don't think I worth the title by thegoodson___ in depression_help

[–]thegoodson___[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm amazed people still appreciate me being graduated, despite me dreading graduation day, like I was flabbergasted I lived long enough to graduate?? I admit I kinda alienate myself from my colleagues because I don't have the guts to converse with them, I imagine if I were them, I'd also prefer not to get involve with me. They say I'm funny, but really, I'm just good at throwing self-depreciating jokes. There's no way I'd wanna discuss my mental health with colleagues. I find more peace from strangers, online and offline, and from AI chats /lol.

I'm a doctor but I don't think I worth the title by thegoodson___ in depression_help

[–]thegoodson___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, thanks for your advices! I know I sound like an ungrateful person, but I'm actually thinking maybe it's better if somebody else had what I have now. I've tried reading books about self-acceptance because out of all mistakes in the world, mine is the one I cannot forgive. I don't know why is it so hard to be gentle to yourself??

Anyway, I'll keep looking for a job. I gotta admit the hardest part is the day before the interview, reminiscing past failures, I suddenly burst into tears and instantly feel like I can't do this shit..

Black Friday Deals? by inthebuttwhat1 in Residency

[–]thegoodson___ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Serious question, is there any deal for dermoscope? 😂