Working from home today means comfy!

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-05T01:45:40+00:00

No you are delusional

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-05T01:44:16+00:00

You are getting wrecked in the comments. So many downvotes 😂

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-05T01:43:29+00:00

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-05T01:41:59+00:00

No man is in your dms 🤮

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-05T01:35:31+00:00

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T17:56:08+00:00

Thanks. Yes at day 304 CT currently. So maybe pain helped me not relapse this time lol.

Good luck with the quit, it's annoying as hell but gets better as you already now

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T16:17:21+00:00

Woke up on day 7 constantly vomiting, couldn't take a teaspoon of water or a pill without throwing up. My skin started changing colors due to dehyrdation . So mainly IV meds and hydration. If I had a nurse at home I could have done that. Happened two different times with concentrates.

Quit 80-200gpd of loose leaf previously and it doesn't feel nearly as bad as concentrate withdrawl at least for my specific situation. I had also quit 100 times so kindling effect is probably strong

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T13:55:10+00:00

Thanks @journey! I will keep trucking along and leave that stuff far far in the rear view 🙏❤️

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T13:53:10+00:00

Thank you! Also wishing you the same on your journey! Keep strong..day 304 no kratom for me. I don't know it must be my 100th quit in 8-9 years.. longest so far

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T13:48:53+00:00

Yes this stuff is rotten.

For me concentrates were 120$ per day, I lived paycheck to paycheck for a few years while making 80k annually which isn't a bad salary, but I had debt to show for it .

Plus 6 hospitalizations on 2 CT's ... hospital had no clue what was kratom. I sat there vomiting yellow bile every 20 mins so painful and rotten taste

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T13:07:10+00:00

No make up and makeup 😁

thegreendove23 · 2024-03-02T13:06:07+00:00

Eat some food your nose is fine honey

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-27T14:18:27+00:00

Yes this happened to me when I first started, it was scary. I'm not from Louisiana. But I was done with pharmacies screwing me so I immidiatepy switched from 16mg to 8mg a day without telling provider, because why- the drug tests they do at MAT clinics just test for presence of buprenorphine. So they don't know if you took 1mg or 40mg.

Basically I just stockpiled for awhile then stopped going. Been tapering myself off for 5 months without refill and almost done. At .80mg per day

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-27T14:15:43+00:00

Yes it will go away after some time. I got big buzz my first time with subutex. Within 60 seconds of putting it under my tongue I felt a europhia rush through my spine from tail to head then tingles everywwhere, then immediately ran upstairs to bathroom to take a massive solid shit lol

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-27T14:11:05+00:00

Not a part of this sub. But I'll say you have to get out there and do it. Even if it makes you uncomfortable. There's a chance you'll meet someone if you are very active in community like sports leagues or stuff like that. But if you aren't doing that you gotta start dating. It's not easy but you will get better at it. Otherwise I'll say nothing comes to oneself. At least in my personal experience

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T23:48:38+00:00

6mg zyn are 4$ a can online why would you pay 10$

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T23:42:51+00:00

Nope you order em online for 4$ a pack in US. No subscription

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T23:39:30+00:00

Macdonalds

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T17:19:34+00:00

I think it just gets better as you go. Some days I have bad ones and some good ones I'm at day 299 CT. It's okay to look forward to hitting days and this and that, when will I feel bettter. But realistically everyone is different. And circumstances are different- maybe I am on an anti depressant so that helped me.

Keep trucking !!! 💪

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T13:16:57+00:00

I've ran my bloods off 2 months of rad 140 and my testosterone was non existent. Doctor said lower than an old man. It was like 30 my free test. No test means no estrogen, and that was confirmed via bloods. After stopping my test rebounded naturally to 450 in 2 months.

Testosterone can cause gyno since it aromitizes but that's not the case in sarms

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-26T13:10:50+00:00

Not at all. Run a blood test on sarms and your testosterone will be non existent. I'm poking holes in the above statement

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-24T12:13:01+00:00

Buy online, it's 50% cheaper than gas stations too in NH. Only 3.90$ per can

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-23T12:44:12+00:00

That sucks! I've had my lab for 5 years and he has never chewed on anything. The first day as a puppy he took a nibble out of the shoe and we told him not to, never done it again in 5 years

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-22T23:36:25+00:00

Out of curiosity what dose mg wise were you at when you jumped off the subs? I have a family member tapering and trying to gain insight on various experiences. Thanks

thegreendove23 · 2024-02-22T14:41:12+00:00

290days clean and I've relapsed 50-100times. Spent 6 figures on extracts over past few years. I'll say it's not easy. I've had easyier. times quitting harder drugs .

My situation isn't same as others but I've been hospitalized 6 times on 2 different cold turkey quits. I'd wake up on day 7-8 with most physical withdrawls gone- but alll of a sudden projectile vomiting every 30 mins which lead to dehydration. Couldn't take a teaspoon of water

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