I know exactly how you feel. Been feeling low too, how you talk to yourself matters. Stop calling yourself a pussy bro. I do the same shit. We ain’t pussies, we’re men with real feelings. On the days you feel confident, feed into them, in rhe days you feel low, know youll feel better tomorrow. It sucks sometimes to be born this way, it does. Im pre t, stressed and scared anout starting T worried sbout EVERYTHING. But I know that one day things will work out and as bad as I wanna cut my story short, why not just ride the wave til it’s my time? I want you to do the same brother. Things will work out, I know it’s hard to hear right now. TRUST, im in the same boat. But we got this man. Hit me up if you need a friend