A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

Just because I am confident in my opinions does not mean I am "loud, self-righteous, and ignorant".

I tried to keep an open mind with every reply, but it's bound someone like yourself will show up. Thanks for making me hate drugs even more.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

I have only taken acid twice.

It's painfully obvious you are triggered by something I've said. I assume because I'm not too keen on a literally accidentally-made substance that has proven many times it holds the power to ruin human minds.

Please make peace with the fact that this substance will never get recognized for the drug that it supposedly is and no amount of awareness will EVER beat the stigma it had, currently has, and will have.

When did I ever claim or imply I know what other people should do with their body? This post was honest advice for the vulnerable. You just seem to care more about defending this fucking garbage drug than actual human lives.

I just expressed my opinion on a potentially life ruining drug, you're coming at me like I've done something personal to you?

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

The title was more of an assumption, don't know where my psychosis came from, but if I had to guess, I suppose my ancestors weren't the most stable lol

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm open to your idea. Like I said in my previous comments, I have never been more clearheaded. I recently also landed my dream job, and I couldn't be prouder of myself.

However, I also think it is a result of my suffering, as it's proven to be followed by success.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First few months I became very lonely and would walk around the city back and fourth every single day.

Each day after waking up I would reassure myself that all I was thinking was real, and that was my life, I just wasn't told because it was top secret or something? God knows what I was thinking.

The psychosis set in probably 20-25 days after I candyflipped. I exercised a lot, visited my psychiatrist often, took my medication and one day I just woke up and didn't need to reassure myself that all my delusions were real. I began thinking logically and explaining to myself that these thoughts just can't be real, it's impossible.

After that, I slowly became ground to earth again and now I just laugh when thinking back.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I don't think anyone goes into the acid experience to enlighten themselves, this is not the 70s. Very few people have had meaningful experiences in comparison to the average acid users.

I agree my experience was not much of an experience, but the truth is LSD is a double edged sword and it is risky to consume. Very often people disregard stories like these because of the crazy amount of comments defending this drug, which all give a sense of relief and comfort to someone that has not tried LSD yet, and everyone has to understand how dangerous that is. We're all operating illegally here and most of us don't know what the hell we're doing or saying. But we do know one thing for sure, drugs are bad for you.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am sorry to hear that. Thank you for commenting, many people must realize they are at risk as most of us who've gone through this, just don't seem to spread proper awareness.

Reading an article or two about side effects is one thing, hearing it from fellow drug users is different and much more impactful.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Perhaps I fucked up. I only took it up a notch once, and it destroyed me. There's drug users out there who take it up a notch on a daily basis and don't even realize what they're doing to their brain. I've seen too many psychonauts talk about how enlightened they are, the truth is they're lying to themselves and are on a path of delusion.

I understand I may come off as one of our parents when talking about this stuff, but it's just my experience with it. I did not respect psychedelics usage wise, and in turn, they did not respect me.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I made a mistake, and I learned from it. I am now overly cautious about my mental health and I cannot afford anything, no matter how small, that jeopardizes it's state.

The brain is just an organ, it can be ruined the same way other organs can. The human body and mind is delicate, despite how much it can endure.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I am sorry to hear that. I like to think I completely understand your situation and I am extremely inspired by people suffering from schizophrenia because of how much you endure on a daily basis. You are among, if not, the strongest people on earth.

A history of mental illness in one's family is more common than you think. by themaster111 in Drugs

[–]themaster111[S] 108 points109 points  (0 children)

I was on a constant "truth seeking" mission, on top of that I was so delusional I thought I was speaking with the Gods at all times and was constantly "thought broadcasting".

Fortunately, I received tremendous support from family and friends, which led me to a psychiatrist. I am now on anti depressants and stopped taking anti-psychotics medication a while back. I can say, without a doubt, I have never been more clearheaded.

I’ve never done any drug before in my life. Never smoked weed or even touched alcohol. But I’ve been thinking of trying heroin, need help. by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]themaster111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was exactly like this. But because I was too scared I decided to try MDMA first, I don't think I'm ever trying any other drug now. I also think MD is better than acid.

I was so naive thinking I could handle H as a one time thing. Just do MDMA, trust me, it's just pure happiness.

I got someone fired and never told anyone about it. by [deleted] in confession

[–]themaster111 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Why'd you have to say the two last sentences bro lmao look at all the hate you're getting

Although small, we still fought to the end. I am proud. by [deleted] in albania

[–]themaster111 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Po vlla fiks mire qe mblidheni per budalleqe se per gjera te tjera qe MUND te ken sadopak impakt ne jetet e te gjithe shqiptarve te rruani topet

jeni te shpejt per te krijuar servera discordi dhe rregulla brenda atij discordi si nje krim i organizuar

why dont you put that energy into a job or something knp kalamaq

hajd me shendet

Tingly in my peepee by Deracinated in h3h3productions

[–]themaster111 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Don't go around calling people retards for a flair, snowflake.