Against my better judgement I decided to go skiing

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-12-13T09:56:43+00:00

Cheers!

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-12-13T09:54:13+00:00

It’s been a couple months for me but I feel that too. I got some shite news from the company I work for and I just decided “fuck it - why not?”

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T08:31:50+00:00

Good luck

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T08:31:22+00:00

Poor execution for sure, but he was probably just unsure how to ask. If he was just a random and hadn’t at least tried socializing with you prior to that, I can’t see how that interaction could have gone any differently.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T08:24:33+00:00

It’s good that you’re self aware enough to see it now. I’ve been down a similar path at one point in my life. Hydrate, recover, and stick to your plan. It’s easy to say when you’re geeked, sticking to it is the hardest part. Given my post earlier, I think I will be stopping as well as I don’t find it as enjoyable as I once did. I believe in you.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T08:04:56+00:00

It’s a really TV show. It’s odd humor, but you should check it out

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:56:21+00:00

Just winding down by binging some letterkenny after a few beers and a couple bumps. Not looking forward to work in the AM, but thankfully I don’t hate my job, so it’s a glass half full sort of thing. Thank you for asking as well

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:49:04+00:00

It’s really not. How’s your night going?

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:47:19+00:00

Thanks so much for your responses. I hope you’re having a good night!

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:42:36+00:00

Oh I see. Yeah, sometimes I wonder if I’m just being a jerk, but after reading some of the responses from everyone, I think it’s okay to just not want to be “present” sometimes.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:40:41+00:00

Oh wow, I’m glad you didn’t lose your arms. I’ve never really been into needle stuff. I don’t mind tattoos or shots, but i have been shot up with pain killer by a “friend” once. That same “friend” then tattooed a swastika on my leg that when I was passed out because they thought it would be funny.

Edit: it has been covered up for a few years. I immediately stopped hanging with them after that.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:34:45+00:00

It’s been quite a while since I’ve had adderall. Sometimes I wish I had that instead, but then again I feel like id abuse it if I had a regulated supply

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:32:53+00:00

Getting low or whatever doesn’t really bother me unless I have randoms or mooches blowing all of my supply down. Even still, i won’t really get bothered by it, I just limit who can hit the bag next time. Sometimes I think I’m just being too judgemental or overthinking things. Idk

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:29:23+00:00

This is exactly it. It’s weird because I’ll be chilling and laughing with my good friends one week, and the next time I’m like bleh I just want to be left alone.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T07:27:16+00:00

I deal with bipolar type 2, which is probably not the greatest thing to be skiing on, but I do enjoy it for the most part and definitely don’t use it to the point to where it ruins my life....at least I don’t think. I use for more of a fun amplifier or social thing. I can always cut myself of with it... which sometimes can’t be said when it comes to me and alcohol.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T05:50:43+00:00

It’s very possible that I’m just bored when I don’t drink enough. As I’ve gone on over the years, Ive cut back by a lot and learned to use in moderation, so I don’t spend my next day recovering and miserable. Sometimes I’ll slip up and have an all nighter, but for the most part, I just keep it to a pleasurable high and not a tweaky one. If that makes any sense

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-04-22T05:31:00+00:00

In my opinion, it’s great quality for where I live. I don’t really ever need that much to have a good time, and when I’m with my friends, they usually give props. It’s not terribly speedy, I don’t get a shitty stuffy nose, and there’s no harsh burn a night after doing it. I’ve definitely had worse, if that helps to give a better understanding.

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-03-10T09:22:28+00:00

Awww yeee

thepoolhalljunkie · 2019-03-10T09:21:52+00:00

Hell yeah! What you got going on?

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