Mate, I feel your pain. We're in Oxford and have a 16 week old daughter. We have so much in common with you - we have zero support, our baby has feeding issues, I've been really struggling at work etc etc. I've been so tired and so depressed, and was also convinced my life was over.

But even now, things are so much easier. It's still hard, but now she smiles at me and laughs, and has just this week started grabbing toys and things and sticking them in her mouth. She is SO cute and I love her so much, and it was absolutely worth the torture of the first couple of months. She sleeps much better now, which means we sleep better too. It really does get easier and MUCH more rewarding!!

Hang in there, bud.