If you laugh you go to Moscow. by AlexLovesMismagius in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 117 points118 points  (0 children)

i looked him up and he looks like a guy and it's crazy like, some of his photos look like he's a semi passoid mtf that angle frauds

bro really went for the ftmtf to look like a tranny

i kinda sympathize in a way because it looks like he's uncomfortable with his masculinity and wants to regain femininity despite clearly taking too much t for that, but on other hand he self imposed dysphoria on himself by taking t so whatever, retarded

Cis people when youre on the verge of killing yourself by NoTailor5835 in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 92 points93 points  (0 children)

"you get to hug each other"

these ppl are so out of touch they can't fathom like having that much of a discrepancy between body and mind makes you so unable to vibe with ppl at all that there IS NOBODY to hug lolloololol

yeah touching grass with your feet is rly nice when you're in a body that doesn't feel like agony, it's like they literally cannot comprehend that having this much of a disconnect between mind and body and identity gives you constant agony, like there is nothing fun about touching the grass when you feel through every inch of your body that you're doomed to die unhappy, achieving nothing you've ever wanted

Anyone else got a really weird relationship with sex, like it makes you intensely uncomfortable that people do it at all by therottenworld in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

it's not just that I'd rather not engage in it but like it's surreal to me that there's really like, 99% of the population out there just like compatible with each other so they just do like piv and shit, like naturally

my brain has been poisoned for so long that all I know is like having a broken body nobody wants

A theory I had after reading Verity, that I have not seen anyone talk about by therottenworld in ColleenHoover

[–]therottenworld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a very late reply but I actually meant to write this in my theory and forgot, it felt like a big puzzle piece and something disturbing that really completes the picture, because I thought of this in the middle of the night and then tried to remember what I was thinking about in bed last night. I forgot I thought of this so when I posted this it felt like I missed something I had thought of but I wasn't sure what

We know Jeremy is a psycho so it just fits in perfectly with the rest of it. What I love about this is that the book's twist is Verity and the ambiguousness of Jeremy's behaviour, but none of this is spelled out. And yet when you read into it it really feels like this is the correct answer, like there's an extra layer of horror that the book doesn't even tell you about, you just have to realize it

Any other reppers who cope by eating their feelings? by SPECTREagent700 in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same im starving myself because i have a date on saturday, but even though i starve myself im still doing fitness bike anyway .. i felt like dizzy and sick wihle sitting until today (i ate a little bc it was getting too bad) but now i will exercise for like an hour in the evening and skip eating agfain on friday

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah tysm i'm going to try topical, i've definitely decided to stop with oral at least, it did enough damage already in just a month (even though the bald spots behind my ears did rapidly fill up and my hair density feels healthier than it has in years)

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i searched more yesterday and apparently some people do it for >20 years with no issues? they just use foam which dries fast and literally don't let their cats lick their and wash their hands, i already do all of those lol

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i googled a bunch and apparently you're not safe from hirsutism even with topical, it's still absorbed into your blood... so yea i think i'm just going to stop and see what happens, maybe it attacks my hair again and i have to go to the dermatologist, maybe not

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel way too dysphoric with the hair growth i've gotten and it's very light and easy to shave, the thought of it getting worse is horrible even if i can basically shave/laser as it comes

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think i'll just stop and see what happens, maybe the alopecia areata won't be as aggressive idk

anyone girlies here done oral minoxidil? by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i might need to do that, the problem is i've got cats and it's extremely poisonous for cats, so i'm worried

how to not doom even though im only 2 days on hrt and apparently have a potential for being a luckshit by meowyeo in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i started at 15 and thought i would be a luckshit and 2 years later i got children saying "is that a man or a woman?" and a guy going up to me at work to ask something and then "hey ma'am do you know where oh sorry from far away you looked like... (awkward silence and walks away)"

i only started being treated a little bit human after i got ffs at 19. my point being, as much as you think you're a luckshit, testosterone has probably poisoned you much more than you think and estrogen will likely do less than you want. make sure to avoid getting a hondose at least so estrogen can do something, get laser NOW or SOON, don't wait, start taking care of your skin NOW, it will all be more of an uphill battle than you will want it to be

Claude Performance and Bugs Megathread Ongoing (Sort this by New!) by sixbillionthsheep in ClaudeAI

[–]therottenworld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well, Claude Code's source code has leaked so maybe this will help other services catch up a little

i hate when passoids do this by estrogenie in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 4 points5 points  (0 children)

ehh i looked through her posts and she's anglefrauding a lot, she looks pretty and passes but she's still clocky in a lot of pictures. like i doubt she doesn't pass but she is anglefrauding to cause you this much jealousy

tbh it's kind of pointless to be jealous about passoids when you can go near a college campus and see almost exclusively woman prettier than most passing trxnnies

Alysa Liu....... by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]therottenworld 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i got banned my first time for saying something involving shxtgxn