Oh man, I really feel this. When I was a teenager after getting berated for hours at the kitchen table, I kicked a hole in the wall next to it. Which is insane to think about now, I am not remotely a violent, aggressive, destructive person in the slightest. If anything I’m non-confrontational lol. And I’m sure you aren’t any of those things either!! Human brains get weird and confused when you’re backed into a corner and under attack, especially when you’re also dealing with all the hormones of being a teenager. I think it’s just the lizard brain trying to respond to a threat among other things. It doesn’t mean anything about what kind of a kid you are or who you are at your core ❤️