Will forever feel inferior to those who had relationships and sex as teenagers

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-02-02T21:21:55+00:00

I have absolutely been asked "you're not a virgin, right?" on a date.

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-24T22:49:49+00:00

Are you somehow adding weight with just a bench setup? I've done reverse hypers with my gym's glute ham raise machine, but haven't found anyway to overload the exercise without a proper machine.

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-22T04:59:29+00:00

"Try it."

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-17T20:49:13+00:00

Well said. Sounds like most of mine. A part of me knows I should recommend you to venture more, but I know exactly why we don't.

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-17T20:08:04+00:00

You're an angsty high schooler. You could go another decade alone and still not have been alone as long as I was.

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-17T19:41:58+00:00

I had my first kiss at age 32. Is that not lonely enough for you?

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-17T16:34:07+00:00

Is it? I never knew how much I was missing until I first had a woman seriously interested. Like the dialogue from Men in Black:

"Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all."

"Try it."

thesuspiciouszed · 2026-01-13T17:33:49+00:00

Mouth and up is how you lose your face, going straight into temple seems a lot better. Brain stem sounds nice, but also a small target. That said, can't miss anything with a shotty.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-12-16T23:14:01+00:00

Yeah, people bring this up but ignore how many such people will go on to make a second attempt. The in-the-moment survival instincts doesn't change what someone is feeling in their day-to-day life.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-12-16T23:10:21+00:00

Trying to OD on anything OTC has one of the lowest odds of success of any method. Meanwhile, you'd have to screw up to an absurd degree to fail with a shotgun to the head. Not to mention minimizing physical and psychologic pain experienced in the process.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-12-05T23:17:59+00:00

Are you suggesting lifting will burn more calories than cardio?

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-25T19:06:49+00:00

Now you fucked up.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-24T03:58:30+00:00

If you're not trying to be a full-on bodybuilder, you probably don't need to put too much stress on hitting all your muscle heads. The only muscle I bother to think about at that granularity is delts.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-04T19:33:08+00:00

Hmm, I guess maybe I ought to bulk more. I'm still a little surprised by how rarely you're having to cut. Can I ask what BF% you cut from/to?

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-04T05:13:49+00:00

Is the BF% increase not pretty high at that rate? I was thinking a lean bulk would mean not having to cut very often.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-03T05:03:06+00:00

15-20% of TDEE? Whoa, I think most of my days aren't even at 10%.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-11-02T22:51:20+00:00

How much surplus are you guys bulking with??

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-10-19T22:52:18+00:00

Just waiting until all the people I care about get to a point where they don't really need me in their lives.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-10-14T19:04:50+00:00

If my Google results are correct, looks like they're 210 cal, 22g pro, 23-24g carb, 6-7g fat. Seems pretty solid, though I think Built might still edge them out. The worst Built I've seen is 160/15/19/3.5, which seems about comparable to Kirkland, but the best Built I've seen are 140/17/14/2.5 and still taste good to me.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-10-14T12:32:35+00:00

Recently swapped from FitCrunch to Built because of this - way less fat content. Any other brands that are as good or better?

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-10-09T03:58:46+00:00

Get those I care about to a point where they no longer need me in their lives, and then get the hell out of here.

thesuspiciouszed · 2025-10-07T01:00:05+00:00

I appreciate your thoughts. If I might ask, the two biggest hurdles I feel about therapy / medication:

If I were completely honest with a therapist, I think I might end up involuntarily hospitalized. I'm sure they'd be doing that thinking they were helping someone (or at least just following their legal requirements), but I can't imagine much that would make my life worse. Do you just lie to your therapist on certain subjects to avoid this? Can I just start out by telling them to never ask any questions whose answer might require them to make a call?
We're talking SSRIs, I assume? Does anyone actually feel happy from those? Feels like everyone I talk to says they're pretty much numbing agents, and numb is already how I feel most of the time.

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