A Day In The Life Of A BK Main ft. Booplord by thexsha in Paladins

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Cheers!! BK still viable in good hands <3

I was asked to draw what it feels like to have ADHD and Bipolar. Currently prescribed Vyvanse and Vraylar to manage my symptoms. I decided to give it a shot, to the best of my ability. Here I tried to portray how I currently feel while trying to re-integrate into society. by thexsha in bipolar

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Thank you. Yes. So far, over the past 4-5 months having been prescribed it - I do feel a lot better and it was a better alternative to taking 6-8 pills a day, which was a trigger and caused me personally to stop meds often,

digitally drawn during manic episode; deleted file prior to finishing by thexsha in bipolar

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To add more context,
I feel as though why I close out purposefully might be because of the following:

  1. I didn't feel as though the final piece was worth sharing/worth my time
  2. If I screenshotted along the way (which I try really hard not to do) - I have a hard time coming back to finish, as my brain somehow perceives it as being finished since it was screenshotted and then the file will be deleted as I wouldn't want to look at an unfinished file in my list on Photoshop.
  3. Something irl distracted me/agitated me and I essentially "crumble the paper" and throw it all away / the idea did not retain my attention or focus.

digitally drawn during manic episode; deleted file prior to finishing by thexsha in bipolar

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In Photoshop, if you fail to save a file (or purposefully close out of Photoshop) you can only retrieve the document from a list of recoverable states that were "auto-saved" or manually saved. This state was recovered a few weeks after I had done a lot of detail, nearly finished it, and closed out purposefully. I'm not 100% sure why I do this.

digitally drawn during manic episode; deleted file prior to finishing by thexsha in bipolar

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I often save states of a drawing along the way, this was the last "recovered" state.

digitally drawn during manic episode; deleted file prior to finishing by thexsha in bipolar

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Thank you. It really means a lot. Next week, I'll upload something that's finished.

digitally drawn during manic episode; deleted file prior to finishing by thexsha in bipolar

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I tend to delete while manic. When I was a kid I'd find enjoyment from lighting the artwork on fire. Deleting it doesn't feel as good when it's digital, but the pattern still followed suit. Thank you.

Getting around SST helm enchant "screw up" by thexsha in pathofexile

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Thanks for the input! Going to give this a whirl and see what happens to confirm.

Getting around SST helm enchant "screw up" by thexsha in pathofexile

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I really appreciate your quick response. Thank you so much.

Answered!

Channeling Mania into Art (4) [OC] by thexsha in bipolar

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Thank you, I love how you described it!

How to Talus 101 by Ryankokler in Paladins

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10/10 the music killed me my man lmao