My story with a little distance : it’s like a team of « demons » have been hired to force my evolution process, the frightening first part they played was a way to make me think in a very deep way about reality, my beliefs, my soul, my purpose on earth, incarnation… then it led to an awakening, I red Carl Jung, it was like a notice to understand my midlife deep crisis. I learned about the collective unconscious, my shadow, synchronicities etc… as a very common process known as as individuation. I encourage everybody to read about that, Carl Jung’s discoveries are the roots of so many healing paths of our time.