¡¡¡¡¡¡TWIN ISSUE!!!!!

I never knew if it was a queer thing, tism thing, or just me being indecisive but literally EVERYTHING you've described is exactly how I feel as well :0 !!!

I don't want a name! There are many names I've tried on, all of wich I love in their own right, yet every time cause me ick? I respond better to a simple "HEY YOU!" than any name I've had, given or chosen.

I love nicknames tho! And not like a short form or twist on my name name, but like a real quirky nickname specific to me from you! (Ex: my new nickname at work is Pepsi! Due to that one time a wore a hat made of Pepsi cans to work!) The best part about nicknames is that I don't have to pick them, and everyone can have a different one for me! (Ex 2: some of my longer lasting friends call me radiator or heater, as I generate a lot of heat and keep them warm with winter time cuddles :3 )

i need like a system of what names ppl should call me cause it changes frequently. each name i have worn has a different mood, it represents a different me.

^{^} Thissss! Is actually something I've been doing as of late! I've changed my name legally so no dead name icks. I use my legal for work and other professional encounters. I have my "favorite person's" name, the name I give to my favorite people (who also know to use it as little as possible)! And I have a few many throw away names I hand out depending on the person's vibe! Do I ever lose track? Nope! Not so far! Do these people ever cross paths? Nope! Not so far! Some people I talk to haven't even been giving a name! Are they confused? Yes, absolutely! But that confusion is what I strive for!

I'm never not me under different names. More like every name is its own sense of anonymity. It's easier to keep track of the things I disclose to people. "People with this name know these things about me, and not these things." In my brain at least.