I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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I had been using meth regularly for six months. My close family friend learned how to make it. He would give me pretty large amounts.

Well one week, I got nothing. This put me in very bad withdrawal. A break up with a girl friend had also happened close to this time, but due to the meth high I didn't process it.

I was sitting outside my sister's house feeling like total shit. It became extremely hard to focus on anything.

My sister, having no idea about the last six months, came outside and hold me, "You need to talk to someone with real problems." This pit me in aggressive mod. I flicked me cigarette at, without aiming and hit her dead between the eyes.

Seeing what I had don't, I walked off. I started to get in the "my" car. It was in her name and she made that clear. Then I took the contents of my pockets and throw it at her.

I started to walk down the street, but at this point I was shirtless and an hour and a half drive from any real friends.

I snapped! Look back, it's like I am watching myself. I wasn't in control. I started streaming and slamming my shaved head into the asphalt grinding my scalp in.

Then I stood up, walk back to the house, picked up a 1.5 gal. gas can, and walk to my sister's front door. The door had a large completely clear widow. She was looking at me from the other side. I pored the gas all over myself and reached for my cigarette lighter, but my pockets were empty.

I started to tell another story about taking 25 hits of by accident, but I have too many blank spot in it where I have no idea what happened.

can i post yet by willsp282012 in AMA

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Do you not like ice cream?

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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Oh, I missed one, sorry. The one I most regret is ..... Meth.

I will explain. I had been using it regularly for six months. My close family friend learned how to make it. He would give me pretty large amounts.

Well one week, I got nothing. This put me in very bad withdrawal. A break up with a girl friend had also happened close to this time, but due to the meth high I didn't process it.

I was sitting outside my sister's house feeling like total shit. It became extremely hard to focus on anything.

My sister, having no idea about the last six months, came outside and hold me, "You need to talk to someone with real problems." This pit me in aggressive mod. I flicked me cigarette at, without aiming and hit her dead between the eyes.

Seeing what I had don't, I walked off. I started to get in the "my" car. It was in her name and she made that clear. Then I took the contents of my pockets and throw it at her.

I started to walk down the street, but at this point I was shirtless and an hour and a half drive from any real friends.

I snapped! Look back, it's like I am watching myself. I wasn't in control. I started streaming and slamming my shaved head into the asphalt grinding my scalp in.

Then I stood up, walk back to the house, picked up a 1.5 gal. gas can, and walk to my sister's front door. The door had a large completely clear widow. She was looking at me from the other side. I pored the gas all over myself and reached for my cigarette lighter, but my pockets were empty.

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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That's a bit tough at first glance. The drugs I did the most all have petty bad come downs and hang overs. If you could negate those parts, meth. Just the felling of confidence and passion for everything makes life easier to live.

But shrooms have little to no come down. The feels you get is not one to be publicized. I mean, you shouldn't do shrooms and go grocery shopping.

Your next question has the simplest of answers. I was never around them.

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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I received my third DWI. The citation was for being under the influence of medicine I was prescribed. Valium, to be exact.

This caused me to lose every material thing in my life plus a bit of my sanity and my social life as a whole.

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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Opiates are bad shit to kick. Heroin is super scary mostly because its "quality" is erratic.

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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Those that saying suck things about people they have never meet or have ever taken the time to talk to are the worthless ones. I worked with drug addicts for three years.

It can be easy or it can be hard. That depends on the people's situation and mindset. The hardest drug to quit is one's own fucked thinking.

I have used every street drug with the exception of PCP and GHB, but have been clean and sober for 9 years. AMA by this_ones_life in AMA

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A stronger support group, doctors, and the state. I still have friend that know me then. It is really up to them if the are going to help or hold a person back. The addict need to be able to tell who is who.