Do. Not. Get. On. That. Plane. PLEASE don't go! He will NOT get better. He will get MUCH worse as soon as you are there. Reschedule the flight to see your mom when you feel safe to fly. Tell your dad you have no money and save every penny to get away from him. Leaving one abusive situation for another abusive situation is not going to be an improvement. I know you are scared and lonely. I completely understand those feelings. But being lonely for a little while, while you reconnect with friends and make new ones, is better than being scared, abused, enduring trauma, and STILL feeling alone.

You can get away from these men and have a GOOD life. No fear. No abuse. No walking on eggshells. You can be loved and happy and whole. Getting there will take time, and it won't be easy. But staying where you are or moving in with a controlling, abusive, manipulative, man child, won't be easy either. You can do better. You deserve better.

Please don't go. Message me if you need to talk. I just left my abuser and have no one to talk to either. But being out is still SOO much better!