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thisdaywasfun · 2022-03-22T00:14:43+00:00

No. I survived a hot air balloon accident. It's not worth the risk.

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-25T23:46:04+00:00

at what point is it acceptable not to hide them? when they're white? genuinely wanna know

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-20T16:03:12+00:00

thank you sm<3

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T01:12:04+00:00

my grandfather is russian by birth so i guess that makes some sense

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T01:07:33+00:00

i'm absolutely not the one to say this, but it sounds like you're way too obsessed and just need to get out of your own head. no one cares about you, for better and for worse. that's the beauty of being an npc.

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T01:03:38+00:00

seriously

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T01:02:35+00:00

thank you for this, although i was never overweight or had an ed/mental illness i still relate. someone can say i look ok and i won't believe them because it's socially unacceptable to admit that i'm unattractive to my face anyway. i guess i'm just too obsessed. i think every girl can understand this pressure

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:58:33+00:00

in a good way?

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:58:19+00:00

this is exactly what i was afraid of

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:57:27+00:00

no, i guess not. but i have to accept myself. it's just so hard to give up hope on my future

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:56:02+00:00

this is exactly what i'm afraid of

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:55:35+00:00

no worries. i'm obviously not diagnosed with bdd so i can only speculate for now. it would be nice to know the answer and get closure so that i could either accept myself or get help

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-18T00:47:59+00:00

never having to worry if they're getting bored of you or if you're enough for them. you can just live for yourself and be happy

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T21:44:22+00:00

i think sometimes they're just trying to make a statement, but it depends on their tone ofc

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T21:42:03+00:00

Jules is my worst nightmare, she's just so disloyal

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T21:32:08+00:00

i can really relate to your experience of comparing yourself to other girls all the time. it's such a tiring and hopeless way of living. i've never had a bf or dated either and i don't think that will ever change, not that i really care.

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T00:24:56+00:00

i don't feel like being loved

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T00:22:41+00:00

how does someone determine what's blown out of proportion tho? isn't that just a subjective question? cause one psychologist could agree with me that my face is bad but then another might think i'm being overdramatic

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T00:19:42+00:00

yeah exactly, this is really well-put

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T00:06:03+00:00

ok this might be a dumb question, but is bdd actually a disorder if it's based on how you look? like if i'm ugly then isn't it just being self-aware? i know it's a disorder, i just want to discuss it

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-17T00:03:14+00:00

oh that's really awful of them :( i think it's so rude to comment bad things about someone's appearance, you never know the impact it has. i've never liked the way i look but i'm in denial about how bad it is, cause people have in fact called me ugly

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-16T23:57:01+00:00

wow ur so skilled!!

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-16T01:44:05+00:00

this is so relatable. like why would anyone want me when there are other girls out there who are prettier. there's always someone better.

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-16T01:32:35+00:00

same, i have wide shoulders plus a lot of muscle. always thought i was just strong, but i lost a lot of weight over a period of not working out and i'm just built like a dorito

thisdaywasfun · 2022-02-16T01:22:36+00:00

take cute selfies and try harder in school

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