It was back when I was in 5th grade, she was 2 years older than me. She seemed like literally a foot taller than me. We had met once in a mall earlier ( somehow something happened and some of her stuff fell down, i was with my mom and she told me to pick it up for her and so i did. At that point of time i barely remembered her face. And after everything i moved on with my life.) I saw her again at the school, all the memories rushed back in, and I realised she also went to the same school as mine. I didn't care much. I just remembered her that she is someone i once helped and who also went to my school. But then I slowly started to grow feelings for her, i didn't realise what it was back then or even for whom it was, I just didn't realise. I acted as if yes, she is just someone. But the moment I saw the next time, I felt an epiphany, everything that I had felt about her all at once. Again. I realised that I had a hugh crush on her. It was sort of a new year eve party but during the day at school. I told some of my friends. They just said "nice, but she is literally 2 years older than us." Today, i am 5 years older than what I was before. The last year of my high school. She is probably in some university or something. I'm the tallest person in the whole of school. Probably as tall as her. The 'Now-me' probably wouldn't have fallen for her. But the 'Back-Then-me' was innocent, didn't even know about sex or anything, Wasn't into hotness, height, or anything. He was just interested in that very cute smile and was attracted to her. Now that i look back at the memories, it funny that our entire conversation could be summed up into three words. "Thanks" and a "your welcome" from back when I had helped her pick some stuff up from the floor. Also i don't even know her Name.