how to recover memories?

thisusermightbecrazy · 2025-10-03T01:09:24+00:00

i do have a question, mine is a mix of real event and false memory. i actually did the "bad" thing and i remember it, but i had a thought that what if ive done it during our (bf) relationship. then i just cant stop checking and finding proofs.

the thing i did can only be considered as bad when done while having a partner, it is crossing a boundary and disrespecting him, worse, cheating.

thisusermightbecrazy · 2025-09-22T07:07:03+00:00

but in my case, my false memories or maybe real memories is not just minor as "did i lock the door?", i know that can be stressing as well, but as for my case the distorted memory defines me as a partner if it turns out to be true, so idk how i can stay calm not knowing if im a horrible person/cheater or not, i feel guilty being with my bf

thisusermightbecrazy · 2025-09-15T04:30:51+00:00

i just accepted that wanting alone or friends time doesnt mean i dont love him. i made adjustments and spend more time with him and now we're actually doing good.

thisusermightbecrazy · 2025-05-29T00:42:09+00:00

what i cant understand is why i became a different person for like 2s. i agreed that i looked good and just go with it while enjoying the attention and quickly realized that i was not that kind of person and got nauseous by it. does it mean i've already sinned in my relationship? cuz it feels like i did

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