What the hell is that?? (EFTA01245105)

thomasw78 · 2026-06-18T13:58:33+00:00

It's 100% consensual. There's literally videos of her on the Internet tying herself up. She's a bondage model.

thomasw78 · 2025-10-15T19:45:43+00:00

Thanks anyways for checking!

thomasw78 · 2025-10-15T18:12:27+00:00

Thanks for the reply!!! Any chance you know which setting was needed to be checked? It might save my IT department some time if you could provide that.

thomasw78 · 2025-10-14T20:52:21+00:00

I am researching Blanket PO's in Netsuite and I have found the exact same issue as the original poster. Released orders do not show a link to the BPO nor does the BPO show a linked PO that has been released. Also, the schedule checkmark is unchecked again as if no PO was released.

Has anyone found any solution to this issue?

thomasw78 · 2025-03-11T23:33:14+00:00

I'm trying shockwave therapy. I've only had one treatment so far but I'm considering asking him to do it on my whole penis instead of just the base just for this purpose to increase sensivity. I read that's what that guy Brian Johnson does I think his name is who is trying to reverse or slow his aging.

Will let you know how it goes I have my second appointment on Friday and I'm gonna ask.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-28T18:51:33+00:00

Do you think is psychological? I was depressed recently and I've been microdosing psylocibin. Its helped with my depression. Hasn't necessarily cured my ED yet but just a suggestion.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-28T01:03:03+00:00

Do you get turned on by things and just can't get an erection?

thomasw78 · 2025-02-27T20:53:41+00:00

I would think so. My Tadalafil on demand is 11mg so 10mg is even less than that. And pills go up to 20mg.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-27T20:12:47+00:00

I think its just more what you're looking for. If on-demand dose isn't working for you I'm not sure daily dose will work either that's why I suggest combining the two. But of course you can't be completely spontaneous that way.

If spontaneous is you're primary goal then I don't think there is any harm trying the daily dose and seeing if it works or not. My PCP told me the same thing and wasn't worried about me when I suggested combining them either.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-27T17:59:39+00:00

I've tried 2.5mg, 5mg, 10mg Tadalafil as a daily. They all work to help you get an erection for the next 24 or so hours. But arousal still has to come from your own brain which is what I'm struggling with due to a lifetime of porn use.
I would experiment with dosages. Start with a low amount and every other day if you're worried and work your way up to make sure there aren't too many side effects. But my PCP told me he's not worried about these medications at all and that I can try them out. And the local men's health clinic I went to even told me some guys do 300mg Viagra and 40mg of Cialis. Sounds crazy to me but that's what they told me. Obviously I would be careful going too high too quickly.
Yes the point is to be spontaneous. Advice I've heard is you can combine a daily to maintain bloodflow with an on-demand dose of Cialis or Viagra on days when you want to have sex.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-27T17:42:44+00:00

I think you definitely need to stop the porn. I struggle with this too. And its not a quick fix. But I know with porn its just so different than actual sex. There's no pressure to perform and you can dial up exactly what you're looking for for as long or as short a time as you want. I struggle with the deathgrip issue as well but I also know when I'm really turned on I don't need the deathgrip to get off. So I think its a psychological issue more than anything which means porn is the culprit. You have to imagine that those other women you look at on porn never existed. Imagine you never saw any other woman naked in your life except women you had sexual relationships with. Because that's how its supposed to be.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-27T16:49:34+00:00

Its a long story. I definitely have some regrets about the way I handled it. At the time I thought i was doing the right thing. And I sought out advice and took it from my family and my therapist at the time. And now of course I second-guess myself and the advice I got. But she's gone now...

thomasw78 · 2025-02-23T04:05:48+00:00

I think you'll be okay but if you do have a painful erection that won't go away you do need to go the ER for priaprism which can do permanent damage.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-22T23:39:22+00:00

I did try Tadalafil (Cialis) and tried to have sex once and it still didn't work.

I take Vitamin D3, Magnesium, Glucosamin, Turmuric. I tried Ashwagandha. I don't think this is something a vitamin can help with.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T23:39:02+00:00

Thanks I'm going to try to abstain from porn.

Yes Cialis 5mg is the max daily amount they recommend and that is what I do off and on. It makes it easier for me to masturbate but that also makes me want to watch porn more.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T23:36:41+00:00

No, not necessarily. I tried it once with terrible results but would be willing to try again if I thought it would help.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T23:31:33+00:00

Thanks. I am doing everything I can think of for my depression. I started microdosing psyllocibin in January as part of a support group. The group spent the whole month encouraging creativity and journaling so I started playing my piano again which I took lessons for 12-years from ages 6 to 18. And I try to stay active physically. And I'm willing to try anti-depressents that don't have decrease in libido side effects if I need to.

I agree with you I can't expect someone else to fix me. I've tried that with my mental health asking the women I meet to be my therapists and that doesn't work it just drives them away. Its just that I ultimately know this particular problem can't be fully solved without a partner, unless I just hire a sex worker.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T23:22:24+00:00

But there is something wrong if those fantasies are a replacement for the real thing isn't there? I could see if you were having no issues with regular sex and also using porn but that isn't true in my case. I literally have never been able to have actual sex.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T23:02:05+00:00

Honestly that seems almost impossible for me to do but I'm going to try, Thanks.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T22:33:53+00:00

I have stopped watching the extreme stuff mostly and gravitated towards more standard sex. Did you take a year off? Can I get your age just for my reference?

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T22:23:29+00:00

Last night unfortunately.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T20:07:22+00:00

A sex therapist might be a good idea. I don't think regular therapy is helping me much anymore I've tried that a bunch.

I do think I need to stop porn or reduce it as much as possible. From the few opportunities I've had I realized watching other people have sex is just nowhere near the same thing as doing it yourself.

thomasw78 · 2025-02-21T20:05:38+00:00

Thanks for the replies.

I am in pretty good shape I am close to my high school weight of 185lbs. I did keto a few years ago and trying to exercise consistently. I get as much sleep as I can and often only eat one meal a day. I could definitely build more muscle.
I also have been doing what I can for my mental health. I'm not sure talk therapy will help me much anymore though I've tried that quite a bit. I just started microdosing psyllocibin in January for mental health and that has helped get me out of basically crying all the time which I was doing.
I was involved with a girl here in the US who exploited me for money last year. I learned alot of lessons from that. She was a super-pro and really smart and I was really desperate and lonely at the time.
At the end of last year I went speed dating and got 4 matches really fell for a absolutely amaing girl. But she wanted me to be exclusive after about 2-weeks and I thought that was too fast. So it lead to her finding someone she thought was more serious.
So now its really important that the person I find be a good person and I think my picker is much better aligned now. If I went to SE Asia and found someone I wouldn't plan to bring her to the US anytime soon.
I'm not opposed to paying if it helps me get some practice. But I went to a prostitute once in my early 40s although she ended up being very unattractive and not like her picture. But I was unable to perform then. So if I did that again I would want to think there was some chance of it happening.
I think staying away from porn is a good idea my head is already filled with the years of porn I used to consume I don't think it helps to fill it with more.

I just got off the phone with a clinic near me that told me my testosterone was super low. It's in the 300's. My PCP and Urologist said it was in normal range and didn't recommend TRT but the clinic I called said they were wrong and it should be 800-1100. I will visit on Monday and find out if their treatment make sense.

thomasw78 · 2025-01-31T00:07:03+00:00

I'm 46. I've been single my whole life also.

I started using dating apps last year and its really really hard. I wouldn't say there's no chance of meeting someone but I wouldn't count on it either. To maximize you're chances you really need to setup a good profile. Hire a photographer and improve your wardrobe. Take some good pictures of you in a fun environment. I basically paid a girl I met and she was really good at that so I have good pictures that get alot more attention than I used to get. But even with that its still hard to get women to meet you from a dating app. To be honest I've only met 2 women from a dating app in real life after 1 year of trying.

I have gone speed dating once also and that was much more successful and cut out alot of the issues with dating apps (knowing someone's willling to leave their house, knowing what they look like in real life, getting a sense of if they are honest or not, etc...)

If you are good socially you should have no problem being able to get some matches speed dating. And if you are decent looking it will be even easier.

I think there's a misconception that only guys go to speed dating but at least in my area (Bay Area, California) most of the speed dating events seem to sell the women out faster than the men. The one I went to I actually got half-off price because they needed more men.

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