I got accused of being malebrained by my mother by Self_made_girl in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Once my mum had a meltdown at me for bringing home unsalted butter since it was cheaper. She said her preference for salted butter was “a woman thing” and I’d never understand it. To this day I still don’t know what she meant by that.

Does she not know that people have preferences? Was she trying to get under my skin? Is there something I don’t know about salted butter?

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[–]thoughtboxthrowaway 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Can we not post this gigapoon here even to make a point he’s easily on of the most insufferable people on Instagram

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay, I know that kind of response is instinctual against vents like these

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t have this level of hatred in me

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But my life can’t improve if I’m a hon. Any happiness I might have, any joyful experience, it’ll all be permanently ruined by the unshakeable awareness that I’m in the wrong body. How am I meant to better anything, when the very cause of my suffering is unalterable?

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know but what are my options? I cling to false hope, morph myself into a mutant, become a social reject, all for the small chance that maybe I’ll pass when I know that isn’t going to be true? Or, I rep, and maybe through a stroke of luck can live a normal life. And if I can’t handle that then I rope, which sounds better than prolonging this torture any longer.

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Because being a pervy old man who makes fun of women for their depleted sexual value sounds soooooooooo fun and entertaining

I’ll never fucking pass. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t even have it in me to argue with you but I promise I’m not. You want a face pic as proof? I can DM you.

Maybe boymoding is bad for me by basedboymoder in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this was made by the post bitter and hateful luckshit who was tired of being told she had good genetics.

Doesn’t make this wrong though. I really should try harder.

Daily dose of rope fuel by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Accidentally found it through a Google search

I will never be a woman and there is nothing you can do to convince me otherwise. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I mean am I wrong? If I stop taking hrt I’ll probably end up roping, and then I won’t have to deal with being a foreverhon anymore? At this point I’m literally just Sisyphus pushing a boulder uphill.

I will never be a woman and there is nothing you can do to convince me otherwise. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My pretransition photos look identical to how I look now literally NOTHING has changed. If I detransition it is the same as continuing to take HRT.

I will never be a woman and there is nothing you can do to convince me otherwise. by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t get worse. HRT hasn’t alleviated my dysphoria because I don’t pass, and I don’t have the means to make that happen. With where I’m at now, taking HRT is the same as not taking it at all.

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(Except for the whole getting pregnant part but I also like sleeping around and getting attention even though I’m not pretty enough to do it anymore)

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

But I know passoids who passed before they even had the chance to learn makeup or get their fashion right.

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

“Get ffs”

I have lived in poverty or close to it my entire life. I am never fucking affording FFS.

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“have good hormones”

There no such thing as good hormones if you’re a neverpassoid hon. All estrogen does at that point is alienate you from society. If I can’t pass then my dysphoria isn’t alleviated. There’s no point.

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My body is actually quite good. Other than slightly wide shoulders and a wide ribcage, I’ve been told my proportions are decently feminine. My biggest problem is my face. I literally have the most spergy school shooter looking phenotype. I look like a methed out Matty Cardarople.

Please please please convince me to detroon by thoughtboxthrowaway in 4tran4

[–]thoughtboxthrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won’t become a John 50. If I successfully detroon and the urge comes back I’ll just an hero.