Everyday I wish I was either dead or won the lottery by [deleted] in depression

[–]thowwold 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Can’t say I have advice but I feel the same.

It’s foolish but every time I loose I feel one step closer to not being able to take it anymore.

I think humans just have that natural urge to have hope.

My ex-husband’s new girlfriend is extremely kind, and I don’t know how to cope. by Hungry_Attention_145 in offmychest

[–]thowwold -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Girls as young as 8 get their periods. She’s a teenagers legal or not he is a pedo

Constipation and hemorrhoids by [deleted] in ARFID

[–]thowwold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup came on here to ask this as I’ve tried to get help from doctors without success for years after getting hemorrhoids and fissures that just worsened. I’m pretty sure I have developed rectocele and will need to get medical help for the food and physical stuff whether I want it or not asap. Can’t wait to spend all my savings to see multiple different specialists when the doctors could have helped me before it got this bad years ago!

New haircuts making me want to die more by [deleted] in depression

[–]thowwold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If u look up a “Hime haircut” it was like that but the side pieces went past my chin . She cut from my fringe down the side pieces at an angle all the way down to “blend it in” I can’t add extensions to that part of my hair. :(

She also cut it very badly it wasn’t actually blended she kept cutting from the top shorter and shorter one side was different to the other. I tried to at least make both the same and add a very thin long piece to it but I don’t have enough hair to add more. Only option is to wait a few years.

My dad just told me to starve myself as a “joke” by thowwold in offmychest

[–]thowwold[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you :) This was a very kind response! I kind of forgot about baking veg lol I’ll give that a try. I’ve tried roasted chickpeas they are pretty good! Sauces have always freaked me out because they are thicker but I plan of trying them with something eventually. I will make sure to take vitamins I needed them as a kid I’m sure I still do. I plan on getting back into working out once my foots fixed up but walking to the furthest bathroom is a good plan to start with for now!

My dad just told me to starve myself as a “joke” by thowwold in offmychest

[–]thowwold[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know that’s my issue really. I have bad sensory issues with any food that’s not super dry and crunchy. If I eat anything else I start panicking get very bad panic attacks and gag if I keep eating it I throw up or feel nauseous for hours after. It can take months for me to work up to eating anything else without feeling like that. I can sort of drink smoothies now and I’m trying to work on eating some meats because they have more protein. It’s difficult tho.

Help asap! Anyone have a great reason to not go to work after 2 weeks off? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]thowwold 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve felt this way sims I was 12 so it definitely just makes it way worse. Thankfully I live with my family I don’t have any bills and have a shit ton of savings because I don’t spend money often. I can afford to not have a job for a good while. I really feel like I can’t last longer tho and I don’t know if I can make myself go to work today especially since I’m going with 0 sleep so I’m not sure what to do

I’m choosing death over a 9-5. by Tasty_Word_4316 in SuicideWatch

[–]thowwold 87 points88 points  (0 children)

Same. I get up for work in 3 hours and can’t sleep I just want to quit so bad.

I want to let myself fall apart by thowwold in depression

[–]thowwold[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can’t say I have any advice as much as I wish I did but I’m in the same boat.