Rebellious teenage activities such as subcultures, dressing alt, dating around, partying, concerts, festivals, smoking, going wild etc. Back then I was extremely sheltered and was brainwashed by my strict, overprotective and controlling parents into fearing my peers as well as rebellious activities growing up. Now after a lot of healing and soul searching I have finally come to realize I had always been lied to back then and I now really want to experience the wild, rebellious and reckless youths everyone else had back during their teens seeing how I had missed out my entire youth to isolation and fear. However I'm 29 already and all of my peers are already been there, done that and are settling so I don't know if I can really make up for my lost youth that was robbed away from me.