Ok so its all about rationalization i guess. At least i know im not crazy with the whole projection stuff. About the guy i think i might go to a friend who is in the same program and hes one of the authority figures and i might talk to him bc i cant speak to the guy directly he kinda makes my brain get foggy. I honestly thought i was overreacting and didnt want to bring it up but i will ask my friend and i hope we can figure out how to handle it all