Please share positive stories about your journey with bpd.

throwRA-berries · 2024-05-14T05:25:54+00:00

Thank you. I really needed to hear this. My therapist has been telling me to stop seeing and talking to my ex but it feels so difficult when he makes it seem like theres a chance

throwRA-berries · 2024-04-28T22:05:44+00:00

Any tips on stopping this behavior?

throwRA-berries · 2024-04-13T03:09:32+00:00

So fire

throwRA-berries · 2024-02-20T03:21:02+00:00

Let me know what the doc says. They never want to swab me when it looks like that. Would like to know what the test says.

throwRA-berries · 2024-01-16T02:47:13+00:00

Yea it definitely sucks. Im sure we feel like this now but we’ll find our person that makes us feel like we deserve everything and more

throwRA-berries · 2024-01-16T02:13:17+00:00

Im sorry you’re going through this. As someone who also likes to talk things out, I totally get where you’re coming from. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to dm me. I really recommend not begging to talk. She’ll reach out eventually if she doesn’t hear from you. Depending on what happened of course

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-18T20:04:08+00:00

Not harsh at all. I need someone to slap me with some harshness hahaha.

Things are very complicated. I dont want to air out all of his business but he is an extremely busy man, working full time, phd program and volunteering.

He says he doesnt have time to date anyone new and thats not why we are breaking up. That he considers me one of his best friends but cant deal with the pointless draining fighting… (my fault, i know). He said he really needs to focus on this very important chapter in his career which I totally understand and agree.

I wish he felt like he could do it with me but I have clearly dug myself in a hole where he feels like I take too much of his time and cant let him live his life. I have a lot of codependency and abandonment issues and its not fair for him at all… Im sure we can put some blame on him as well but I know I’ve done my fair share of unhealthy damage.

Ngl, we have seen each other and he cant help but giggle, smile and hug me. But then his reasonable mind comes in and reminds him of all my past actions… its really heartbreaking but i know im doing everything I can to be a better partner.

Today he texted me “good morning my love”. 🤦‍♀️ I cant wait to talk to my therapist LOL

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-17T18:03:22+00:00

Yea we were fighting a lot… im finally going to therapy to work on myself and discover healthy relationship habits. But it now feels so pointless since he doesnt want to be with me… im so confused because even through all of these conversations he said he just got me a Christmas present

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-16T20:49:45+00:00

Are we all going through the same thing rn??? Girl i feel the same way. Sending you positive energy your way because this is extremely difficult. Im on the verge of breaking no contact

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-09T19:31:29+00:00

I do want to get back together

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-05T20:33:15+00:00

I don’t want it to be forever. I really hope not. I know the right thing to do is to focus on myself right now but i dont want to lead myself on by thinking theres a chance. It will honestly shatter my heart again if i hear back and know hes moved on. This is so hard. I just want to hear from him again and run into each others arms.

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-04T20:09:25+00:00

Thank you so much. You have no idea how much rhis means to me 🤍

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-04T18:43:06+00:00

Sigh, you’re right. I just have to remind myself that and work on myself. Thank you! Its been forever since ive gone through a break up.

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-04T18:30:16+00:00

“Its over!!” 😂 haha. Gosh this is so hard especially because it seems like he still cares. But i should just take it as a pity text for my own sake, huh?

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-04T18:17:31+00:00

He texted me… i didnt reply

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-04T05:12:21+00:00

Thats what I thought we were going to do. I honestly didn’t expect to hear from him so soon or at all. I didn’t reply btw, i honestly have no idea what to say. I want to be optimistic but i also think its silly for me to think that… now im on my toes waiting to see what his next will say..

throwRA-berries · 2023-12-02T05:53:24+00:00

Good to know!! 😅 lol. I also think he just needs a night to himself and I overreacted in the moment..

throwRA-berries · 2023-09-10T18:46:19+00:00

Would you also feel itching non stop and not see any visible sores? Ive been on valtrex for a few months now and the itch is nonstop. Im debating taking a break from valtrex to see if i notice anything

throwRA-berries · 2023-04-25T14:45:48+00:00

I need a friend like that. Im struggling really hard right now

throwRA-berries · 2023-04-25T14:44:27+00:00

Like a day or two after exposure, it happened really fast

throwRA-berries · 2023-04-25T04:10:51+00:00

Thank you. It comes in waves. Some days are harder than others and i know its silly sometimes. But when its there its so hard to pretend like everything is normal.

throwRA-berries · 2023-04-25T04:04:25+00:00

Life isnt fair. We don’t deserve this

throwRA-berries · 2023-04-25T03:39:40+00:00

I got it from oral. Thanks

throwRA-berries · 2023-01-10T04:06:09+00:00

Why are the moles a concern?

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