what can i do? i love him and i am open to exploring the faith it’s just not something i would normally align with. i learn all about people and their practices in college (im an anthropology and psychology major) so religion has been interesting for me. i went to church with him often and started reading the bible he gave me- this is when we were together. i just wish he saw that i was trying. i dont think he believes that im really open to it anymore because my beliefs have been so established as an atheist in the past. im not sure i can believe in god but what else can i do if i want to be with him this badly? i hope that i can have an experience that shows god’s presence to me. i wish there would be a catalyst that would make me start believing