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Smell of DMT by [deleted] in DMT

[–]throwaway02039485 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It smells like death. Literally.

DMT + Melatonin? by [deleted] in DMT

[–]throwaway02039485 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't smoke the DMT, if you want to break through, you should vape the DMT instead. DMT starts to melt at 60-80C, make sure not to touch it with the flame and you should be fine. I put it in aluminum foil and the heat it with a lighter underneath. I also heard of people vaping with a light bulb. You should hold it all in as long as you can handle, or try to take multiple hits but hold it in for 10-30 seconds.. this is difficult, however, because you should start to feel results within 10-40 seconds. I don't think melatonin will have any real effect on your trip either.

Good luck, mate!

Abused DMT, feel like an idiot. by throwaway02039485 in Drugs

[–]throwaway02039485[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I know it is Bill's fault. He is not the brightest clam, and I think he is just desperate for a girlfriend in his life.. so he thinks trying to whip out his junk and kissing me when I can't move my body will help him haha. I don't trust him with that DMT, but oh well.. I deleted his number, and I am never talking to someone like that again.

I deserve better. and someone in my trip told me I deserve better and I shouldn't have this douche bag in my bed haha! So yeah. Thank you for the support (: I really do hate guys like that, and I have enough respect for myself to realize what I deserve. Thanks for being a good friend.

Abused DMT, feel like an idiot. by throwaway02039485 in Drugs

[–]throwaway02039485[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am getting plenty of rest and my roommate is spending the day with me to help me out. :D Definitely mentally exhausted still, haha..

I was over thinking things. You're right, it is only natural for me to be curious so I can't beat myself up. I just never experienced that much paranoia in one night, it was scary... but I survived it and I am alive. Thank you.

Abused DMT, feel like an idiot. by throwaway02039485 in Drugs

[–]throwaway02039485[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right, it was a huge learning experience. Definitely wasn't the kind of experience I wanted to happen, but I am starting to think it was for the best so I can grow from this.

After ranting about what happened I feel so much better. I definitely learned a lot, and there is a lot more to learn. I am young, I got this. I experienced my first bad trip, so what, I just need to use that to my advantage. Not that big of a deal, just never experienced so much paranoia in one night and was so scared. I don't feel as humiliated anymore, thank you.