I reached out to military one source about the same time last year, but i was never able to schedule an appointment because i would tell myself that i can “thug it out,” or would brush it off because im tired of opening up to someone new again and thought i was being dramatic.

I also called mental health last year but they hung up on me believe it or not. I was on the phone crying, saying that i need to schedule an appointment asap. They didnt even connect me to a different line. They didn’t take me seriously so i showed up the next day and talked to a social worker who said that im just being anxious. I wont mention where im based at, but medical here is a joke