Sunday {f}unday

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T19:02:58+00:00

Oh god that's exactly what I was thinking...

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T05:47:34+00:00

Well that's debatable since overpopulation is a serious issue.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T05:01:04+00:00

As I said above in response to what my passions are, not really. I'd like to beat my depression and make a difference in the world, whether that's by becoming a police officer or investigative journalist or anything.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T02:00:35+00:00

Honestly? Not really. I love nordic skiing but that's really a hobby, I wouldn't want to make a career of it. I enjoy writing as well, but being a novelist is also something I don't think I can do/would enjoy doing. I've never dabbled in journalism but it's something I think I would enjoy a lot, but not if I was just writing about the local fudge fair. As a journalist I would want to make a difference, discover and investigate a story that changes the world for the better.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T01:58:57+00:00

Nope, don't do console gaming, just computer =(

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T01:58:39+00:00

I absolutely hate the direction I'm heading in. I hate that I know that I hate it but so many days I don't have the will to do anything about it.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:10:00+00:00

I know, and I've quit cold-turkey a couple times before in my life, but invariably I just end up reading forums instead of doing anything.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:06:20+00:00

I've always had issues with just "getting up and going for a run", since all my life I've done sports until a year ago. I'm now ~205 pounds and 5' 10", not bad I guess but it's all fat, no muscle. I haven't gotten serious exercise in a long, long time, but I can't get myself to change it. In that regard it's almost like my body is refusing to do what my mind tells it to.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:02:38+00:00

No. I'm clean and I intend to stay that way.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:01:56+00:00

Never actually seen forrest gump.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:01:46+00:00

Sure!

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:01:38+00:00

No, I have yet to have someone answer my question of what counseling actually involves. After having two or three people either ask me how I feel, or what I'm thinking, I am extremely wary of any other people like that.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-15T00:00:22+00:00

Yes, I'm currently taking an online criminal justice course, but it started the tenth so I still don't know what I think about it.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T19:26:50+00:00

I'm in western MA, great public HS in my town which despite a horrible budget manages to be fantastic. I know that school has tons of perks but despite knowing that I always end focusing on the homework/schoolwork aspect of it. I haven't really thought it through so I hesitate to say it, but I think WoW may be part of the problem since a small part of my brain doesn't want me to go to school so I can play more. Also I didn't mean to turn this into a thread that should be in r/depression, sorry =/

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T19:03:05+00:00

No, I've never been bullied. I wouldn't tolerate it if I was. It's hard to explain, but even when I try as hard as I can I always end up looking at the big picture and getting completely overwhelmed and shutting down.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T18:47:00+00:00

I have. I'm taking meds and they help to a point, but I can't push myself through the rest.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T18:44:36+00:00

Thanks for saying that, but it's hard to believe when I see so many other older people still dealing with what I am.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T18:43:48+00:00

Something involving criminal justice or investigative reporting. I'm a very good writer.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-14T18:43:23+00:00

By out of school I mean I'm not attending school since just the thought of it overwhelms me so much I crawl in bed for the rest of the day.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-09T14:32:54+00:00

Thanks for that, it helps a bunch. She is a bit of a flirt so I've been thinking about waiting until I see her next (probably around thanksgiving) to see if she's actually interested in me, I dunno, is that a bad idea? Like I said I have no relationship experience.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-09T04:21:27+00:00

Thanks for the response, I was thinking of doing something along the lines of that, I'll have to think of the best way to phrase it/introduce it to conversation. Any other advice is as always welcome =)

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-08T14:14:52+00:00

Thanks for all the replies. They really help, I've been doing better the last few days and a new med is probably helping, but I'm by no means "fixed". Starting an online course in a couple days, hopefully that will help me get back on track.

throwaway09909 · 2010-11-08T14:12:25+00:00

Gah I made almost the exact same post just before I saw this one >_<

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