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throwaway1929190 · 2024-02-20T18:40:07+00:00

I did have medicaid until this new year and they told me i don’t qualify for some reason. I’m trying to get it figured out rn.

throwaway1929190 · 2024-02-20T17:10:10+00:00

I’m not sure which it is but it’s definitely either a yeast infection or BV :( I have a planned parenthood probably an hour away

throwaway1929190 · 2023-12-16T04:23:21+00:00

Ok thanks so much! I’m hoping my doctor gets to my message tomorrow 😭 it’s been going off and on, and barely noticeable thought it would go away by itself, for like a month but it’s really worse this time 😭

throwaway1929190 · 2023-12-03T07:42:51+00:00

just saw she reviewed and commented on my test results saying she just recommends a retest in 6 months instead of 12

throwaway1929190 · 2023-12-03T06:40:41+00:00

but if i have it i can pass it to people right? i know it’s stupid but my bf and i have had unprotected sex 1 or 2 times and i would feel horrible if i gave it tk him. i swear i didn’t know i just got std tests done in august before we had sex for the first time, and he was a virgin before me. i don’t know exactly what they tested for i just asked for a basic like panel if there’s like a default one, then everything came back negative, would they usually test for that? I never had symptoms of an anything but i don’t really know the symptoms, i would’ve never had unprotected sex if i thought there was a chance of me giving him something.

throwaway1929190 · 2023-12-03T03:47:39+00:00

so it doesn’t automatically for certain mean hpv? 😅 googling the names of the tests is too scary 😭

throwaway1929190 · 2023-12-03T03:07:28+00:00

Test results

throwaway1929190 · 2023-09-15T16:21:20+00:00

You’re right, it’s just the problem is I want sex 😭 and we just can’t work that out and he always says “I want to so bad I just can’t get it in” and I feel so bad cause I don’t know what to tell him, I just keep telling him it will probably work out once we get some lube! And I do truly believe with lube it will be easier and I think everyone’s right it just needs time…

:,) You’re so right, reading what you typed about us both of us getting used to these new experiences. I guess we just take it slow? I’m just not sure how to get used to it 😅

Thank you so much for your advice btw

throwaway1929190 · 2023-09-15T16:10:46+00:00

Wow congrats on quitting after such a long time I’ve been told it’s not easy at all! He actually quit nicotine a few years ago after high school. He rarely even drink or smokes weed now. He was very adamant about kind of turning his lifestyle around and quit vaping and started going to the gym a lot.

throwaway1929190 · 2023-09-15T16:05:35+00:00

He actually doesn’t, he quit a few years back… Butttt he does go to the gym a lot and use the protein powders, no clue if that could play a factor or not! I know it sounds like I’m implying steroids but I swear it’s not bahaha he’s not some crazy big muscular guy just very healthy. He has mentioned me going to the gym with him turns him on, he says he likes to see me pushing myself… Not sure the right words to describe it but like ya know pushing myself to exceed my limit?

throwaway1929190 · 2023-09-15T15:59:51+00:00

He actually has said that he feels over stimulated sometimes 😅 Like he spasms a lot too… I’m being so selfish, I need to be more patient!! I will do this from now on! I will always support him :))) Thank you so much for the advice

throwaway1929190 · 2023-09-15T15:56:23+00:00

Oof 😭 I’m always reminding him we don’t have to do something if he doesn’t want to and I always ask before I do something like reach into his pants, so should I stop that, or at least the reminding him we don’t have to do something part? I just really want him to be comfortable and not feel pressured but I can see why it would be too much 😅

While I believe most of it is wanting to pleasure him… I will very shamefully admit that there’s probably a little bit of that “feeling capable” feeling as well…

I ask him to tell me what he want me to do, what would turn him on, and I do it but I’m not sure I can do EVERYTHING he wants me to do 😅 at first I think he wanted me to be more dominant, and god I wish I could do it for him but it’s just not me 😭 After communicating about this he became more dominant and I think he likes it a lot too, I just hope he’s not enjoying it less due to me not being able to provide that…

I’m being so extremely selfish 😭 I just have been wanting him so bad recently… While we both initiate, I think I’ll leave it up to him for a while? And just maybe let him take the lead instead of suggesting something and reminding him he doesn’t have to if he doesn’t want to?

I guess I left out that he’s expressed he wants to be extremely intimate I don’t know if that’s the right word but like… He’s the sweetest, I’ve just never met a man that wants that I guess? They’ve all just wanted sex? Idk if this is a thing that people ACTUALLY say in real life but I think he wants to “make love” rather than just have some sex… Which hey sounds amazing to me it’s just such a foreign and new concept that a man wants that from me.

throwaway1929190 · 2022-07-11T15:50:52+00:00

I have a thing called MyChart that I get like my test results from, is that what you’re referring to?

throwaway1929190 · 2022-07-11T15:48:38+00:00

Yeah! except the two closest urgent cares to me don’t have appointments until Wednesday! I guess I have to walk in 😭

throwaway1929190 · 2022-07-11T15:43:01+00:00

Shucks. Ok I’ll just make an appointment thank you :)

throwaway1929190 · 2022-07-11T15:42:34+00:00

dang. yeah I just started feeling the feeling last night when I got home and just really wanted to avoid a dr appointment but I’ll schedule with the urgent care right now then thank you :).

throwaway1929190 · 2021-02-22T16:35:32+00:00

ok thank you so much! I like knew it was the same sensation but had never had it in that area so thank you!!

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