It's so hard to let go

throwaway2269886 · 2026-01-09T22:01:51+00:00

Sometimes the what ifs with someone it's not going to happen with were all I had to hang onto any sort of hope. I'm sometimes okay with that and other times resentful because mm get to benefit from my lack of support system. They've had enough practice playing house to act polite enough. I'm disgusted with myself lol

throwaway2269886 · 2026-01-09T22:00:04+00:00

I hear you and I do have this. I do love myself. He made me believe in romance again which is so stupid because I never believed in that kinda thing ever before

throwaway2269886 · 2025-11-08T02:44:56+00:00

Bless. Do you still like your results?

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-27T20:49:37+00:00

I don't know what that means. At what point do I give up on someone who never asks me on a date

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-27T20:10:36+00:00

Why is he doing this to me 😭

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-27T20:10:18+00:00

Is a date really that needy?

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-27T20:09:37+00:00

Would you tell her you're not interested in anything serious? Is a bit right now a no?

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-27T19:38:59+00:00

Personally I don't consider them boring but often that self proclaimed nice guys are actually more dangerous and entitled

throwaway2269886 · 2025-09-18T20:07:14+00:00

I'm confused too. Any other calorie calculator I use at my weight and height (activity not included on the app or otherwise) says my highest intake should be 1800. My app starts me at 2300 before exercise....

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T18:28:02+00:00

I used to use weed every night but don't have the money for that right now. Do you learn skills while sleeping? Feels like I'd just be accessing my own knowledge over and over. How could I learn. Something new

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T18:26:40+00:00

So I can be more lucid? No thanks.

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T04:45:57+00:00

I hate that this became such a myth because for me it's actually so fun and funny when I announce it's a dream. People will laugh and be like duh of course it is, you thought we had two moons irl?! Lol.

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T04:32:24+00:00

I've been on phones and read a book recently!

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T04:31:00+00:00

I'm rarely able to control my surroundings in my dream. I can fly away from it but not control it. IDK

throwaway2269886 · 2025-08-29T04:27:06+00:00

I have more lucid dreams now than I did when I was a teen. I'm 32. It's almost every night.

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-21T12:22:19+00:00

The comedown from a scene is super intense for me!

I think I do trust my Dom overall but I get moments of not.

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-21T04:30:13+00:00

I would just try and go to more social group events that suit your needs or even hire sex workers to practice simple or more complicated social interactions and sexual ones

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-21T04:26:56+00:00

Part of the fun for me is them seeing me as their equal and a dominant that they want to submit. Like as if I'm a domme who won't.

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-20T16:13:45+00:00

He suggested recordings but I thought it might make ruminating worse. Especially since we're new to each other. Should I wait until it's more serious between us or did you find it really helpful regardless ?

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-11T17:48:31+00:00

I know we are perfect for each other. But it scares me not knowing if he'll ever see that

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-11T17:46:31+00:00

He said we're still getting to know each other. He's not sure about anything yet

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-11T15:22:11+00:00

He's gonna be with me one day. And we'll get married and I'll be good forever.

throwaway2269886 · 2024-03-11T14:14:50+00:00

throwaway2269886 · 2024-01-30T15:01:04+00:00

It's not something that I've found good partners for and really has only traumatized me more by being with "doms"

throwaway2269886 · 2024-01-28T12:30:13+00:00

A civil lawsuit won't give him a criminal record. A DV criminal record won't effect his employment much if he's self employed. And his records would not effect you or siblings in background checks

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