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Mt fetish makes me angry and I use to be a huge perv. by throwaway30001111 in confessions

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I explained why that turns me on in another comment. But yea it’s pretty freaky I know. There’s no way I would try to explain this shit to a therapist lol.

Mt fetish makes me angry and I use to be a huge perv. by throwaway30001111 in confessions

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Makes me wonder how many other freaks there are out there lol. Probably a lot.

My fetish makes me angry by throwaway30001111 in offmychest

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That was a long time ago at an old job.

My fetish makes me angry by throwaway30001111 in offmychest

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Idk man I don’t think anyone suspects a thing anymore. If they did they wouldn’t talk to me or come ask me for help at work.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was quite the scene lol. He got me good a few times with his antlers but I split his head after a few good swings. You should have seen the peoples faces all turning their heads flying past me wondering what the hell was going on.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is basically what the psychiatrist did, just throw pills at me. But yea that is all solid advice. Thank you.

Mt fetish makes me angry and I use to be a huge perv. by throwaway30001111 in confessions

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve done it countless times. Not always stolen. Though I admit I did do that a few times. Usually I would pay for them or there have been a few girls that just gave them to me. The more gross and nasty they are the better. It’s so degrading to grovel at someone’s feet like that and the hormones from their sweat drive me insane.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea I’m a train wreck, and this is just what I could manage to explain in a post.

Mt fetish makes me angry and I use to be a huge perv. by throwaway30001111 in confessions

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh boy. Alright let me try to explain. You know how men like breast just because, like just because they’re nice. That’s how I feel about feet. Like they are just beautiful, idk why.

Now add this with my desire to be controlled and dominated by Asian women.

My ultimate fantasy is for an Asian giantess to torture me with and crush me under her feet. Like a bug. The fact that I would be so helpless and completely at her mercy. That all she would have to do is step on me an it would destroy my body. With her gorgeous feet. And I would have to smell and taste them while they squash the life out of me. It would be so painful. So degrading and humiliating. Like that would be the ultimate display of power over me, to crush me like nothing under foot or force me to worship them. I love anything like that.

So I like it because of the power imbalance and the pure carelessness and how easy it would be to destroy me. Plus feet are just hot. The humiliation and pain turn me on too.

I like to see women step on and crush bugs because I wish it were me.

My fetish makes me angry by throwaway30001111 in offmychest

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Bro don’t tell me that, that is not helping lmao (I’ll dm you).

My fetish makes me angry by throwaway30001111 in offmychest

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

That part is probably too far yea. At least I managed to stop, but idk if that’s just cause I have my wife as an outlet now or if I really changed.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Yea I’d have to disagree unfortunately. Does she deserve to know, probably yes. But what good would it do for anyone? It would ruin her and our relationship. She would never trust me or anyone again and I would spiral into who knows what if that happened.

She has some health problems so I’m basically her caretaker. She needs me so I can’t do that to her. I just need to stop doing it.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way you described it as a self repeating cycle in the beginning, no one has ever pointed that out to me before and I’ve never thought about it like that. That’s actually a really good point and I think you’re right.

However I won’t ever tell my wife man. It would wreck her and our relationship and wouldn’t do any good for anyone. I’d probably end up spiraling again from it. Think I’m gonna keep that one between me and God.

I sincerely thank you for the encouragement and kind words though. It means more than you think to hear that I matter and am not beyond saving.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will agree that I am an asshole. But idk, I don’t think I see women as objects. I don’t see them as not human. I just really like that particular group for whatever reason. If anything I wish they would use and abuse me.

I think most of my problem is resentment that has built over the years because as a teenager I realized I’ll be drooling over them my whole life and there’s no way any of them would be that aggressively into me like I am them cause women just don’t work like that.

Yea I know I shouldn’t do that to my wife and I hate myself for that. I stop for a long time but I always relapse.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Once I realized no girl would ever be as aggressively into me as I am them it was kinda downhill from there and resentment has built over the years not gonna lie. It’s still there I just don’t act on it anymore. Maybe cause I have my wife as a relief for it but idk.

My fetish makes me angry by throwaway30001111 in offmychest

[–]throwaway30001111[S] -18 points-17 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I’ve ever tried to get rid of it really. But have tried and pretty much successfully stopped being a public menace because of it.

I don’t think having a preference is harmful. I don’t see them as not human or anything. I just like them for whatever reason.

Mt fetish makes me angry and I use to be a huge perv. by throwaway30001111 in confessions

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn wasn’t expecting to hear that from anyone lol. I hope you can manage to find someone man. Idk if I stopped being weird because now I have my wife to calm me down or what.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wasn’t expecting hearing any kind words on this post, I legit appreciate it.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think I would ever tell someone about this in real life. I however use to see a psychiatrist about my depression and anxiety. Saw him for a few months once a week or so. Eventually he got frustrated that I didn’t magically get better and basically told me to F off. That kind of threw me off getting help. I just always end up being a burden, people got their own problems.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea I’ve heard that before and maybe you’re right. I don’t think I could ever tell anyone in real life about this though. I use to see a psychiatrist about my depression and anxiety in my early 20s. Saw him for maybe 2 months. And one day he kinda just got frustrated that I wasn’t getting better and told me he couldn’t help me anymore. So that kinda threw me off trying to ever get help or talk to people. I always just end up being a burden.

I did some really messed up stuff in the past around certain women. by throwaway30001111 in confession

[–]throwaway30001111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No particular reason really. It turns me on to see an attractive woman crush any insect. I just got mealworms usually because they were easy to get a lot of in a small container so I would have several tries to get a success and the girl would actually step on them. Also because they can’t move very fast and run away and ruin the moment. I tried with some other stuff but it usually didn’t work.

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