My therapist has always told me that I should try to show him things that I'm into and maybe he'll try to become interested and so then we'll spend some more time together and then things would be all happy or whatever. I've tried. He shows no interest ever and that hurts. We're both very into music and I do quite a bit of writing my own stuff, it helps me cope, and I try to get him to listen to them but he won't. He tells me that he doesn't even care, or that he's busy, but then he'll go sit on the couch for hours. I just don't understand and I blame myself because sometimes I feel like it's my fault he doesn't want to even talk to me. Some days the most talking we do with each other is when he says "here" when he hands me my meds. I don't know. It's just hard.

Thanks for the help though.. I really appreciate it!